You Are Lara Croft

"Everything lost is meant to be found."

What Superheroine Are You?

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

You are a New Age Girl!

You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world. Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better. In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love. Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Naughty Girl by Beyonce

"Tonight I'll be your naughty girl I'm callin all my girls We're gonna turn this party out I know you want my body" 2004 was your year! You felt sexy as hell - and it showed.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Namiko Konjo

What's your Japanese Name?

You Are 100% Feminist

You are a total feminist. This doesn't mean you're a man hater (in fact, you may be a man). You just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.

Are You a Feminist?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Should Drive a BMW

Refined and classy, you want a car that looks rich... and goes fast!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

You Are Sheryl Crow!

Down to earth with tons of creative energy When you talk, everyone can relate to you "Life springs eternal On a gaudy neon street Not that I care at all"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

Just another obsession........

Oh my god! Don't stop me! I'm so obessed! Part of me look like Jolin Tsai! How happy can i get!

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I'm sick of being alone..
When are you coming?
Just a glimpse of your face..
I can remember smelling your hair..
I'll meet you anywhere.
Somewhere that no one can retrace..
Somewhere where no one will know our faces
you know when something is wrong..
When something doesn't belong..
you can read in my mind..
And he can be assured that with me..
There is no conspiracy..
He makes me feel DIFFERENT.
very DIFFERENT.
Maybe My life is changing.
maybe i wont face my back towards the world anymore.
It's time to move forward.
and maybe happy, maybe happy,
I'm not too sure...

Went through the letters that flame dancers gave me the other time before i left singapore. I felt so touch by the words they had written. Especially huimin's one. It's like 4 pages long, the longest letter i had ever received. It brought back so much memories. Some of them I had long forgotten. Forgive me T_T
I didn't know I had touched so many life. Not in a very heroic way though. Just bit by bit, the little fun times, a little advice, some small secrets or even a few words of encouragements. I used to think that I'm so useless, so not great at all. I don't even know who will stay with me through all the thick and thins. Lend me a hand when I'm falling? Or will just laugh at me for falling? Seriously, I do think I had mild depression. Laugh all you want! I tried so hard to cover all my short-comings. However, now I realised my importance in some lives. Not really very important so much that they can't live on without me. But my existence had some how changed their life. It's really great to feel that way. At least, I knew someone will cry for me when I'm gone. I'll be remembered. Sounds like I'm dying, huh? I used to think that many people dislike me. I used to get upset cause of that. However, it doesn't matter anymore now. Why? Not because i'm not in singapore anymore. It's because i know there are people who loved and cared for me. That's more important.
Flame dancers, thanks for the tank top you guys gave me. I will never wear it. I swear. Not because I don't like it, definately not because I can't fit in..(NO!!) It's just because I wanna keep it safe. I think I should frame it adn then hang it above my bed, then I can see it everyday and night. OK. Now thats freaky. I shall just keep it safe in the heart shaped box. Then next time I've children, take out and show them, then followed by grandchildren, then great-grandchildren, then.... Oh my god! I'm thinking too much and going too far. Anyways, thanks alot guys, I mean girls. I'll never give up dancing, though I've different plans for future. Talks about dancing, my feet feel itchy already( I washed my feet), it had been 3 months since I last danced. DANCE FOREVER.

I think you guys will think that i'm the most crazy girl on earth. Went to play pool with cherie this afternoon WHILE I"M HAVING FEVER. How insane?! I think the fever had made me done such an insane thing. Anyways, I still won cherie, not really proud of it, cause she lost by carelessness. Some people may say win can already, still ask for so much. NO! I want to win by my own ablity, not on others' mistakes. Crazy? That's just my way of life. Some people always say I play pool very lousy, I hope that particular person knows who I refering to. So I must prove to them I can play pool well. That is just me. HATE TO LOSE.
I have only 5 days left in singapore. SAD. Gonna miss all my friends and BiBi alot. Sobs.

With bibi at jurong library right now. It's pretty warm actually. Library is supposed to be cold or at least at a comfortable temperature. I guess cause there are many people here. There's like no table for us to sit, so ended up sitting on the floor. What were we doing in the library? Well, bibi had got lots of homework to do, me? Slack lor, play with his laptop. There is this fat woman, she talked so loudly, bibi couldn't concentrate, I didn't know anything cause I was listening to music. Bibi is like so pissed off with her. I get abit annoyed too, because of her bibi keep complaining, so I was annoyed. Anyways, after awhile a librarian came and "reminded" her this is a library, not her house. Obviously I didn't heard what the librarian said, but this would be what i'll say to her. She left not long after. I wonder what took the librarians so long to realize someone was talking so loudly and stop them. And where on earth does the fat lady think she's at. Her friend must be deaf or something. I hate people who talk loudly, don't ask me why, it runs in my blood. I'll be meeting my dear CHERIE later. I'm so lazy to go out these days, just wanna stay and sleep. Seriously. I think I need to see a doctor, had been having headace for 3 days already. Arrh!

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Went to watch Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix with huimin and kaki today. The show was overall: amazing(as usual). The special effects were famtastic, the story line was stunning. However, i find that this fifth book is so emo(emotional). And most of all, there was a scence Katie Leung and Daneil Radcliffe were kissing. I so envy her, how she so lucky, get kissed by such a famous and hot guy. Bibi, don't get jealous, you are still the only one I want to kiss, I was just a little tiny winy bit envy Katie, that's all, nothing more. In this book, J.K Rowling made rebelling seems really fun. Hate the fat old lady, I forgot her name, don't bother rembering, cause she slapped him. There were a few lines which taught me about the aspects of life which I found useful. For example, no heroes win the battle alone, you will always need friends to help you out. No one is strong when he's alone. So I don't think watching this movie is a waste of time at all. Plus, this movie has the shortest movie's time as compared to its other series so far. The actings were excellent as well. Their actings gives you a feeling like you are part of the movie. You totally don't have the feeling that you are watching a fictional story. It's so real, so alive. It's a total MUST WATCH.

After the movie, huimin and I went window shopping around at Topshop, warehouse and miss self-fridge. Went to topshop for like 3 times on that day. The 1st time was before we went for the movie, we were quite early at 1st, then we were almost late, so late that we had to run. Damn, i kena tricked by huimin and kaki, one say the movie start at 2.45pm, then when we were "shopping" at topshop we realize that it was going to 3. We ran to the cinema with our dear life can. Reached there le, kaki tell me that 2.45 is the time we all supposed to meet up, the movie only start at 3.00pm. Screw huimin!! I supposed to go play pool with Cherie after the movie, but somehow i wasn't feeling well, so i decided to just go for dinner and then go home and rest. Before that, we went to warehouse and dorothy to see some clothings, we find clothes from those shop are so not our age, and the prices are incrediably unaffortable. So we decided to go topshop again, as we find things from there are nearer to our age, the prices are much lower too. After looking for awhile we were bored, so we went to miss self-fridge, we find clothing aren't as nice as topshop ones, so we decided to go back and try on some items, in case there were that suits us and our pockets. In the end, we didn't find anything nice enough to tempt us to try on or buy, plus the queu at the fitting room was damn long. So we went for dinner, at yoshinoya. I think they ran out of rice, then have to call back to Japan and ask the boss to import some over. Why i say so? Cause, we waited for a a good 30 mins before our rice are served. We were so hungry, that huimin intended to snatch the food from the baby sitting diagonally opposite us, for me? I don't snatch from people, I almost eat papers. When the food is finally served, so many people ran to the counter to ask where are their food? Please la, wait can or not, the whole yoshinoya only got you waiting meh? You already waited for so long, wait for a few more mins will die meh? Typical singaporeans.

I seriously have alot to blog, have not being blogging for like 2 months plus. Let's start off with the trip back to my hometown, vietnam. It had been a very long time since i last gone back there, about 5 years like that. The place really changed alot, the streets, the people I used to know, even the language itself. Everything seems so strange and foreign to be. It's not totally my fault to feel so. 5 years is a really long period of time. I adapt to it pretty quick, though. All thanks to my mum's friends. They welcomed and treated me like their own family member. This make me feel really warm-hearted, all the foreign feelings i felt earlier on just disappeared. I spent 10 days there, a really short period of time, but it brought back so much memories and create many new memories. It gives me a feeling that I'm so loved, I thought I was like a princess back there, loved by everyone.

Below are some pictures that I took. A small share of the memories that I had during my stay. There're some video that i made too, but it won't be upload so soon. I need sometimes to edit them, I currently using my baby boy's laptop, his laptop doen't have window media movie maker, so got to wait till i get back to england. So more waiting... Please be patient.(i'm not sure if there is anyone reading my blog or not. I'll just inform anyone who's reading my blog "regularly")

my cousin's sons, they are so adoreable roght?

Luckily, they adore me too. Love them.

My dad's sister, I'm not staying with her in vietnam, i stayed in the city.

Just payed her a short visit onli.

Soooo cute!!

My best friend in vietnam, this is when i get back to ho chi minh city.

We were at a korean restaurant.

The food is delicious despite its look. Even the utensils are of the standard material.

Then at night we went out with her mum and aunt for buffet. Happy time.

Cheers everyone!

This is what we drank. 1 each.

These are all mine!!

I know!! So fat liao still eat eat eat!

Hmmm... Yummy!!

Joking la... How can i possibly finish all of them!? Will die de lor... All so sweet.

Everyone will have their shares. Be patient.

She's the one who I stayed with throughout my stay.

Haha~

Oopss!!

Do we look like the 3 status above?

We went to the beach, and this is the restaurant we went at the of the trip.

The movie we took from the trip will be uploaded soon.

I love this drink, both the colours and the taste.

This used to be a moutain. They made it into a lovely restaurant.

This is our "night life".

Daddy's liltte girl. He was so busy. Last day then got time to pei me. Sad!

That's all for today. I'll upload more fun pictures and videos soon. Must come back and check out okay?

Sorry people, so long have not edit my blog. I currently in singapore, however, my laptop is england. So i can't update. I promise that once I get back to my laptop, I'll update my blog in full details. Don't mad at me, ok? I'll update with many pictures too. Coming soon... VBLOGGING!

Oh my god!! Nobody visit my blog one!? Sad!!!! Fine, I know, I NEVER UPDATE MY BLOG, my fault la, can? Cause i'm too bored here, no friends, what to write about? On day blah blah blah, I woke up at blah blah time, took a shower then went out qith mummy for lunch, then head to blah blah shooping centre to shop. I can just copy and paste la can? Everyday is the same, BORED BORED BORED. And damn it, couple here are like damn loving lor(pui pui, where in the world are u?) SINGAPORE!!! Oh my god! I'm like mad woman la, talk to myself. Aaarhh! I've never wished for school to start so badly like now (wait! this sounds familiar.) I'm going crazy.

This is like the 21st day I'm in England. Sorry for taking so long to blog about my new environment. The services here is like bloody slow, I had to wait for like a week or so to get my internet cable modem. Then, I was so busy with my driving lessons. There are so many things to tell you guys lor.
1st: Lets talk about my new house, it's small and cute. Everyone said it looks more like a hotel than a flat lor. Loves it. Everything in here is small and cute too. Will be uploading the pictures of the furnitures in the house soon. They are really cute, I love them like the very 1st moment I stepped into this house. However, staying alone is really scary and lonely (DUH!!). The neighbourhood here is very peaceful and quiet. Too quiet I should say, so quiet that it gets really creepy at night. I dare not to even listen to music loudly, as I afraid that I may disturbs my dear neighbours. Suffering.
2nd: The food. There is no food courts here, and restaurants close at about 9pm. And if you want to eat something that tastes more like human's food, you have to take a bus to the city central, you can walk la, but I think by the time you reached there, you'll too tired to eat lor. It's not that far, when you walk on the road, you'll feel like you are walking up and down the hill lor. Feel like you have to climb mountain to get your food, so may as well take bus man. That is also why I want to learn driving and get my own car. Singapore is small, you take bus to where is also near de lor, but here so big, can take bus till you feel sick lor. And if you anyhow take bus, you may have to walk till late at night then can reach lor. Taxi? As i had said, this place is freaking big, take awhile only 10pounds, what on earth. Oh my god, why did I end up talking about transport liao, back to food ok? The food here, if you don't know the right restaurant to go to, you may end up with a really bad dinner. I've experinced that. There are days that my mum is too busy to cook, I've to dine out on my own, at 1st i wanted to try something new, other than those that my mum always bring me to. GOD! The food taste like rubbers, or no taste at all. The western food is quite alright (DUH!!), the chinese food are like ways beyond hope. That's enough about food.
I've not made any friends yet, so I'm like so bored here. Although i'm busy, I find no funs at all. My mum do bring me out around. Adults have got different ideas of fun, she likes shopping like I do, but she has different taste, bored. Her friends are grown ups, they don't go to the arcade, bored. I'm like suffering can? I want back my life, I've never wished that school will start early as much as now. Oh ya! It's summer here right now, yet it feels like you are in the air-con, loves it. Hope I'll adapt to this place as soon as possible. I miss you all, peace and dancers, and of course my baby boy. Some of you maybe saying, then come back la. I can't turn back now, there's no U-turn in life. It's considered I've quit school in singapore, if I return now, I'll be in the middle of nowhere. All I have is primary school cert, who's going to feed me? My mum? She can live forever meh?(I wish she could) My husband? Too far to think of it, unless I can get married with Bill Gate la. Or all of a sudden, I became Paris Hilton blood-related-sisiter.(Possible?) Arrhh! Now I understand what it means by life is difficult. Pui Pui, faster come over here and pei me lei. I feel more safe with you near me. PLEASE!!

Have not blogging for so long liao. Haiz. I'm leaving for England in like 3 days time. Saddening rite? I'll miss all the people I've met here in Singapore, whether I like them or not. There are so many memories here, I'm so used to living here that I wonder how am I gonna start a new life in England. I'll miss my baby boy so much. So used to be able to reach him so easily, abt an hr of bus ride, and he'll there for me, but England is so far. Not onli need time management, financial is also a problem. Then all my friends, we had shared so much together. So much fun, so many secrets, memories and trusts. I've to build all this all over again. This place is like my home already. Oh my god! Tears are like rolling down my cheeks mow la. People, please don't forget me. Give me some times, I'll come back de. I really can't let go of it all, times fly too fast. I wish time will fly even faster when i'm in England, so that I can faster come back here with all my friends and my love. My baby, my beloved Pui Pui, I'm so gonna be lonely without you. Must wait for me ok? Cause I really love you alot, we went through so much together, lets work hard to mantain this relationship that we had built, don't just let everything into the hands of fate. My dear friends, we have built up so much trusts and memories together. Lets keep this relationship alive. I'm never too far away, just a click or a fone call. I'm always ready to share with you all your trouble or burdens. All of you are my friends, forever, just stay in touch.

Haha. Went for a sleep over at Noren's house. It was a last min decision de. Cause i was too bored le. This morning had breakfast at her house, i fried the eggs and she cook the hotdogs. Then i made some really tasty biscuit for her. It's so yummy, it's my favourite lor. Actually, i've learnt it from Huimin. After that, i was like rushing home la, cause i've to meet up with joleen, kaiwen, wanjun and nore(again!) at 1pm. I left noren's house at like 11am+, still have not bathe, no make-ups, totally not ready to go out. You may think that i'm vain, but after i had screwd up my hair, make up is just to make me look better and feel better. After i'm done with everything, IT"S 1pm LIAO. I took a cab down to marina square la. End up they were even later than me. WASTED MY MONEY. Actually we planned to go play bowling de lor. Have to wait. Sian. So we went to kbox instead. I'm such a freak, so in love jolin tsai, i've choose all her songs to sing, sorry that i've bored you all out. Then the rest took turns to choose songs and sing too. We sang the song lian ai ing by mayday together, damn high la. Haha. We were literally freezing in the room la. The service is so no good, ask them to just turn off our room de aircon also say cannot. Want all your customers to freeze to death is it? Later you all close down then know. Cherie came to join us later. Then we say good bye to kaiwen, nore and wanjun. Sobz. Will miss them lots. wish them all the best in life. Friends forever. So left with joleen, cherie and me. We initially decided to go to orchard and have some tea together, end we din't, i forgotten why we didn't. We met up with my Pui Pui and Junjie. Went for buffet at sakura. The food is lovely, the price is incredibly affordable. $28 per person. They have almost everything can. Their cakes are lovely, so cute that you won bear to eat them at all. Joleen and Cherie ate so much of those mini cakes.

I love momdays, school start late and end really early on mondays, especially on even weeks. Today huimin and i carried out a really wicked plans. We made some really nasty collon for people. Wahahaha. Almost all of them falled for that trick. I can't beleive people can be so stupid when it comes to food. Don't ever food that people give to you without checking what it contains first. When bought strawberry flavoured collon and wasabi. We went to yoshinoya for our lunch, then we used everything we found there that enable us to create our collon. We actaully get this idea from ross blog. She used this trick on xiaxue, we found it's really fun to play around with so we decided to try it out on our own. We 1st dig the contains of collon out, then filled it with wasabi, then use the collon stuff to cover it back. Our 1st victim was my baby boy, poor thing right? I'm sorry, my baby. The next victim was supposed to be yilin, but she was late. Xinmin showed up, so we gave her a piece of it. Strangely, there was no reaction from her. We doubt on our ingredients. Then comes gladys, shermaine and jialing. They grab a bite of it. Their reactions are really funny. Wahahaha. Yilin was really late, huimin accompanied me, my boy and his bro to the gym, then she walked to school and find yilin on her own. Poor girl. The remaining of us went to the gym for some work out. It had been quite awhile since i last visited the gym, i got tired so easily. I became my baby's trainer. I was quite harsh on him, i find it's fun though. Oh, i met terrance and some other KCPians at that gym too. Had really hard work out. Gonna sleep now. My muscle gonna ache like hell tmr.

trying out the taste of the ingredients
miss amy at work
the crucial ingredient
materials needed
strawberry flavoured
huimin at work

Yesterday i stayed at the Siloso Beach Resort with my baby boy. It costs him $200+, bloody expensive but it worth it la. There is a jacuzzi, a huge swimming pool, slide(not like those you sees at kids pool, it's made of marble), a waterfall(looks damn real). I'm like damn suay, i couldn't go down to the pool or jacuzzi la, cause i didn't bring enough clothes. What a waste, right? Sad that the room also don't have a bathtub. Well, just my luck ba. We intended to go watch the Song of the sea performance. The tickets is like $6, i know u maybe thinking "$6 onli what". My baby boy already spend more than $200, i don't want him to go bankrupt can? I'm not a blood sucker, ok. So i decided to treat him dinner. We go one round around sentosa lor, to find a freaking retaurant to eat. In the end, we decided to settle with the restaurant near our resort. I ordered pasta, i don't remember the name, it tastes like heaven. It tastes creamy, a liltte salty, i don't really know how to describe it. I just simply love it. He ordered a pizza, which is like so huge. We shared it, yet we were all so full and bloated. The next morning we took our breakfast buffet at the roof top garden of that resort. The view is just so lovely and refreshing. It's really a relaxing experience. By the way, we had our dinner at the sea side, isn't that just so romantic. I've always been wishing for something liddat. Thanks, baby, thanks for fufilling all my wishes. I think i can start calling you my santa claus le.

isn't this just so lovely
the view is really mesmerising
why so bu shuang
he's too tall le la
take two

I did the craziest thing in my life. I cut my hair short. Really short. not normal kind of short. Short till cannot be any shorter kind of short. I think i look really retarded in thic hairstyle lor. Somebody save my hair. However, my dear dear say i actually look good in it. Can i believe this? Or he's just trying to comfort me? I've always been quite confidence in my look, not that i think that i look pretty, just feel that my look is really acceptable lor, but this time i'm so not sure any more. Today is a really bad hair day for me. Hope that tomorrow i will not shock or scare everyone till death. God please bless me!!

Went to kaki's house to play mahjong today. Actually huimin and I are supposed to go to the gym, we were too lazy. So we ended up going to kaki's place to play mahjong with baiyu. Today is the 1st time i won ever since i started learning how to play mahjong. I won like three times in a row, so shiok lor. Haha. We got so addicted to the game that we were almost late for the movie. The four of us went to watch stomp the yard. I personally think that the movie is quite boring. It's a combination of the movie step up and happy feet. No link, right? It actually links. Rating: 2/5. After the movie, we went back to kaki place to play mahjong again. See how much we are adicted to the game. We didnot want to waste any time, we bought instant noodles to kaki's house to eat while playing mahjong. We were so reluctant to stop lor. Looking forward to playing mahjong again.

Went to kaki's house to play mahjong this afternoon. Actually i was supposed to meet up with huimin and hit the gym then go to watch the movie STOMP THE YARD .However, huimin suggested that we go to kaki's house to play mahjong 1st then watch stomp the yard. So we ended up playing mahjong with kaki and baiyu. I'm pretty lucky today, keep winning, thanks mostly to baiyu. I love you so much, sweetheart. We were so addicted to the game that we were almost late for the show. Part of it is also because we were busy putting make up. Hee. We had to take a cab down to J8 in order to catch the show. Baiyu paid for it, once again, thank you, sweetheart. The movie is pretty boring atcually. The plot was something like the movie STOMP THE YARD