I'm feeling really really disappointed.
What am I so disappointed about?
Everything!!! Yes, everything!

I hope you are reading this.
I don't want to mention your name,
Neither do I want to call you names.
Why so nice to you?
I'm not pretending to nice, or what-so-ever.
Because you once were considered my best friend.
The first best friend I made since I'm here.

I used to think you are some kind of girl I can look up to.

Wait.

Maybe I thought too highly of you.
I should rather say, I feel pity for you.
However, everything turn to be....

YOU DESERVE IT!

You always tell me, everyone around you are just pretending to be nice, actually they are evil.
They are treating you nicely, just to await for your careless moment, just one tiny winy little carelessness.
They would make a big fuss about it.
Make the problem becomes so serious that it would ruin your whole life.

It turns out that you are the one who is ruining your own life.

Pathetic right?

And you still don't come to your senses.

I don't wanna go into your personal life here.

And now you are saying that I snatched away your bestie?

Come on girl!

You need slap you to your senses?

Before my appearance, there were alot going on between you two already.

Even if there weren't, don't you think you should look at how you treat your friend?

Or else why is it so easy for me to snatch her from you.

Right?

That doesn't mean I DID snatch her from you, alright?

Why don't I say it face to face with you?

I'm not that kind of pathetic girls who dare not to voice out her view, just hiding behind the screen and talks about people's shortcomings.

I just don't wanna waste my saliva and energy talking to you.

Why?

Because you won't listen!

I'm actually wasting my energy and time here writing all this to you.

I don't even know if you will read it, or will you understand what I trying to say.

But I had to let it out.

Before it burst out, I may die from it la.

There are so many things I have not complete la.

I have not even lay my hands on the iphone yet.

And obviously you don't deserve such an honour.

I'm hating this place more than ever.

Everything is so screwed here.

Screwed up people, screwed up transport,...etc

I can't wait to get out of here.

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Some very over-due pictures...

Don't let it pass you by...

The picture paint a thousand words..

I keep it close, just for you...

Introducing Kavy...

Class was boring...

Came back from work not long ago.

Took a hot bath.

The weather is really cold, damn! It's freezing.

Ok, today is a really bad day.

A bitch screwd up my day.

I don't really wish to think about it anymore.

That is all for today.

(Sumy is sleeping on my laps AGAIN!!)

Bye!

Have not been blogging for such a long time.

Alot had happened lately.

Need sometimes to sort them out before I can move on.

I really wish I can get back to singapore right now.

That is the only place that make me feel belonged.

There are my friends, my love, places that I know and people that I know.

Here, I have nothing, almost nothing, and won't have anything.
So emotional.

Anyway, brought home a cutie.

Sickening...

Fall sick again...

I can't talk...

My throat feels so painful when I try to swallow...

Missed class today...

Of all time, examing is coming...

Somebody save me...

Mao Mao kept wanting to come out an play...

Baby, I can't...

Not now ok...

Suko mummy will buy you some toy after school...

Be patient alright?

Amy mummy is sick...

I can't look after you...

So wait till Suko mummy is back...

Feel like making a blog for my beloved daugher...

Should I? SHould I?

I'm like in need of cash so badly...

Can some kind person donate so money to this poor sick little girl?

Introucing........ MAO MAO!!
Damn fat la.....
YAAAaaa!! So cool... ILY....

Suko and I bought a big fat rabbit today, but she is cute, 大美女 orh.

She is such a noisy but shy girl.

Lets me tell how it happened.

We were out roaming the shopping centres.

As we walked pass this pet shop, we this cutie was up for adoption.

We didn't think too much.

Straight away wanted it.

Ya, it just happened that fast.

Love at first sight.

My friend kept saying, never seen a bunny keeping a rabbi as a pet.

...(￣ー￣；)

Today is a really good day.

It started rather bad though.

On saturday night, I've set my clock back by one hour, I don't know why, but I'll find out soon.

It is like a national thing, everyone in England had to do so.

Ok, and somehow, I set my clock back, even later than the actual lateness.

So I was late for the morning lesson.

*^#!$%T&.

So I went to the previous saloon to collect my tools, and brought them to the new one.

I showed Billy (the owner of the new saloon) the price list that I made.

After seeing it, he kept praising orh.

He said he liked my work and my attitude.

He also promised to get me a nail table to work like professional FOR FREE.

And he will get me neo sign FOR FREE as well, and all the other advertising stuff ALL FOR FREE.

Ass la, damn love him can.

LOL.

Got to sleep now.

Shall continue tomorrow.

I LOVE YOU, all.

Finally blogging!
Oh yeah! So finally.
I went to the St. Paul's Cathedral yesterday, with two of my classmates and one other guy. I don't even know his name after spending 3 hours walking together. I'm amazing. XD

OK, enough of nonsense. We had to pay 8.50GBP ( I don't have the pond sign on my laptop).
That is still acceptable, cause I know they have to pay for the staff, pay for maintenance and things like that. But what the *&^%, we are NOT ALLOWED to TAKE PICTURES. @__@
Why can't we take pictures of the nice architecture?

When we realised we are not allowed to take pictures and still have to pay so much....
We started to have criminal thoughts.... SNEAK IN...
However, we didn't, we are good people, so we bought the tickets.

I took some photos, wahahahaha!!
By the way, we have to climb 530 steps to reach the top, @#$%^.
My friends were telling me, everyday climb up an down this church, can lose weight la.
-__-"
I rather go gym can.

Yeah!

Successfuly moved into my new house.

Going out to shopping now.

Shall blog later.

See ya.

BYE!

The happiest people don't neccessarily have the best of everything. They just make the best out of everything that comes along in their life.

你快乐吗?

虽然轉角让我遇见了你,但我害怕,到下一个轉角,我会不小心弄丢你,所以我还是讨厌轉角.

screwed make up, cause I did it in a hurry.

Mummy dearest

twitz!!! LOL

acting cool...but still very twitz!! LMAO

Xia la!! Someone bu shuang already... ='(

Someone took this when I was drunk, so unglam, who who who?

The newly wed.

.....

F4...? LOL

Last night was quite happening, but I don't quite remember.

I was supposed to call my friends today, but after too much of alcohol, the morning after was really bad.

So....对不起 =(

I promise I won't take any more alcohol, not even a drop.

Till next weekend... XD

Anyway, there was this ang mo guy, he was trying something funny to us.

Then my uncle started to protect my mum.

My aunt got her husband.

Me lei?

Nobody!

='(

However, nothing much actually happen, the guy back off after that.

Well, basically, he just tried to get close the ladies (us).

So the men stood out.

Poor me.. ='(

That's all for today, will update soon.

BYE!

I've got nothing to blog about, so I decided to do a questionaire.

1.Where is your cell phone? beside me

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend? one and only

3. Hair? need some trimming

4. Your mother? on the phone with her friend

5. Your father? not with me right now

6. Your favorite item? my laptop

7. Your dream last night? a very sweet one

.8. Your favorite drink? strawberry

9. Your dream guy/girl? sensual, romantic, humorous, and forgiving

10. The room you are in? nice and cleaned

12. Your fears? cockcroaches, height, darkness and loneliness

13. What do you want to be in 10 years? a boss of a few shops

14. Who did you hang out with last night? shopping centres

15. What are you not? patient

16. Are you in love? yes

17. One of your wish list items? macbook

18. What time is it? 7.05pm

19. The last thing you did? dinner

20. What are you wearing? pajamas

21. Your favorite book? chinese cinderalla

23. The last thing you ate? rice and sweet and sour soup

24. Your life? filled with lots of hopes and dreams

25. Your mood? average

26. Your friends? miss them

27. What are you thinking about right now? clubbing

28. Your dream car? lamborghini

29. What are you doing at this moment? this

30. Your summer? wasn't that hot

31. Your relationship status? very strong

32. What is on your TV screen? MTV

33. When is the last time you laughed? last night

SECTION 2: Another set of questions.

1. Where were you 1 hour ago? home

2. Who will be your next kiss? Daneil Racliffe

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? yeah

4. When is the last time you went to the mall? yesterday

5. Are you wearing socks right now? no

6. When was the last time you went out of the state/province? last week

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? nope

8. What was the last thing you had to drink? water

9. What are you wearing right now? pajamas

10. What was your last purchase? some candies

11. Last food you ate? rice with sweet and sour soup

12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my uncle

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope

14. Do you have a pet? i wish i have one

15. What’s the last sporting event you watched? some soccer thingy

16. What is your favorite class? dance

17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? beside my bibi

18. What is the last thing you purchased online? none

20. What’s your favorite pizza? hawaiian lover

21. Do you miss anyone? bibi, joleen, cherry, huimin, yilin, noren, kaiwen, renice, prasad, mr lee, and bubble.

22. Last “play” you saw? i can't remember

23. What are your plans for the day? settle my business stuff

24. Who is the last person you messaged on myspace? i seldom use myspace

25. Ever go to camp? yeah

26. Were you an honor roll student in school? i don't know

27.What do you know about the future? a happy family

28. Are you wearing perfume/cologne? yeah

30. Where is your best friend located? 14 hours away ='(

31. Do you have a tan? nope, it's all gone by now

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids? 25 or 28

33. What’s on your mind? I wanna have twins

34. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? yeah

35. Have you ever drank your POP from a straw? I don't know what's POP

36. How do you like your POP? what is POP?

37. Do you like hot sauce? chilli? yeah

38. Last time you took a shower? few hours ago.

39. Who do you like? jolin tsai

40. Where do you work? opp my school

41. Are you someone’s best friend? I hope I still am

42. What’s the last TV show you watched? some drama series

SECTION 3: The hundred questions.

1. Are you in a complicated relationship? no

2. How about a serious/happy relationship? yes

4. How many houses have you lived in? 5 or 6

5. Favorite candy bar? I only like gums

6. Have you ever tripped someone? maybe

7. Least favorite school subject? maths

8. How many pairs of shoes do you own? i’m too lazy to count them.

9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD? one

10. Have you ever thrown up in public? nope

12. Favorite genre of music? anything with a good melody

13. Whats your zodiac sign? aquarious

14. What time were you born? 2am

15. Do you like beer? yikes

16. Have you made a prank phone call? yeah

17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own? i don’t remember

18. Are you sarcastic? i have to admit so.

19. What are your favorite color(s)? pink, hite, black and purple

20. How many watches do you own? none

21. Summer or winter? winter

22. Is anyone in love with you? I hope so, yes la

23. Favorite color to wear? black and pink

24. Pepsi or Sprite? coke zero

26. Where is your second home? singapore

27. Have you ever slapped someone? yeah

29. How many lamps are in your bedroom? 1

30. How many video games do you own? i’d rather spend my money on clothes

31. First pet you owned? dog

32. Ever had braces? nope

33. Shampoo you use? don't know how to spell

34. Do you use chapstick? you mean chopstick?

35. Name 4 teachers from grade school? I'm getting bored

36. American Eagle or Abercrombie? American Eagle tees i likeeeee

37. Are you too forgiving? maybe

38. How many children do you want? four =D

39. Do you own something from Hot Topic? no

40. Favorite breakfast meal? french style

41. Do you own a gun? no!

42. Ever thought you were in love? I'm in love

43. When was the last time you cried? can't remember

44. What did you do last night? sleeping

45. Olive Garden? ??

46. Have you ever called your teacher mommy? no...!!??

47. Have you ever been in a castle? yup

48. Nicknames? bunny, meimei, amui....

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now? yup

53. Ever called somebody Boo? heh? booboo? XD

54. Do you smoke? nah

55. Do you own a diamond ring? fake one?

56. Are you happy with your life right now? yes and no

57. Do you like your hair? no

58. Who is the one person who can make you happy any day? myself...?

60. What were you doing in May of 1994? oh my, i was 5 only, so no idea

61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? i think i did

62. Mcdonalds or Wendys? Mcdonalds

63. Do you like yourself? a little

64. Are you closer to your Mother or Father? mother

65. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex? huh?

66. Are you afraid of the dark? yes

67. Have you ever eaten paste? i think.

68. Do you own a webcam? ya

69. Have you ever stripped? lol....that remind me of dance....igrid?

70. Ever broke a bone? yup

71. Do you have a cell phone? uh huh

72. Do you chat on AIM often? i don’t AIM.

73. Pringles or Lays? lays

74. Have you ever had your heart broken? ya, it was really bad

75. Ever had a wish come true? i guess so.

77. Did you like your high school guidance counselor? no

78. Ever kiss in the rain? i would like to try

79. Do you have any pets?no

80. Do you own a car? i wish

81. Can you cook? subjective.

82. 3 things that annoy you? rude peopl and comments,loud people, "sticky" people

83. Do you text message often? yes

84. Money or love? both

85. Do you have any scars? yes

86. What do you want more than anything right now? macbook

87. Do you enjoy scary movies? NO.

88. Go play in traffic? no. crazy ah?

89. Gum? in mouth right now

90. Do you enjoy sweet food? to a certain level

91. Have you seen all the Rocky movies? no

92. Do you own a box of crayons? used to

93. Ever had sex in a public place? lol....

94. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? bibi

95. Who was the last person that made you mad? some stupid random guy on the street

96. Who was the last person that made you cry? i can't remember

97. Who was the last person that made you laugh? Mr vee

98. Who was the last person that text you? bibi

99. Who was the last person that called you? my uncle

100. Who’s your cell phone provider? mummy

"你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我，答应我的每一件事情都要做到，对我讲 的每一句话都要真心；不许欺负我，骂我，要相信我，别人欺负我你要在第一时间出来帮我 ；我开心呢，你就要陪着我开心，我不开心呢，你就要哄我开心；永远都要觉得我是最漂亮 的，梦里面也要见到我，在你的心里只有我。"

That's all I'm asking for in a husband. Bibi, can you do it? =)

Haha, there is not much I can blog about, there is nothing much happening in my life right now other than busying with my business.

I will try to blog more as soon as possible.

Bye!

我最大的遗憾就是不能够在你的身边...

Woke up in the morning and found this thingy on my bed. @_@
It's a ladbird actually.
I didn't kill it, although I really hate bugs, but that doesn't make me a bug muderer.
What a way to start my day! O_O


Finally won this game for once, I've been playing for three days, this game is really addictive and difficult.
It requires alot of thinking and planning.
So that proves that I can really think. ^^

Was feeling really tired and down yesterday.
I went for a try out at the saloon I intending to start up my business.
I thought I did really badly, so I was in a really bad mood after that.
Feeling really useless.
On the way home, I went to a cake shop, bought 2 big piece of cake.
After finishing the first big piece, I felt utterly guilty, so sinful, those two pieces were made out of full cream some more.
So I wasted the second piece, and head home, feeling worst.
Experts say that eating sweet stuff would make you feel happier, or at least better.
However, I don't feel happier, at all, it was the other way round @__@
I think I had gained another kg or so, silly me!


Anyway, today I went back to that saloon to get the answer if I can set up my business there.
The owner agreed, and asked me to go back and get everything ready, I can start off anytime I like.
I felt a little better after that, but don't understand whythe feeling of being useless still linger in me.
Really wish I can fly back to Singapore at this instant.
I wanna be with my friends. Only them can bring the happiness I needing most at this moment.
I want my Bibi to give a tight hug, a little kiss, telling me everything will work out well, telling me he will always be there.
Only him can give me the inner secure and peaceful feel that I need.




I feel so alone and tired.

I hate you, bibi.
You are there enjoying yourself with your friends.
I'm here suffering.
Suffering from my gastric, suffering from headaces.
You say I never message you, then why didn't you message me?
You know I've been busy going around, looking or a nice place to start off my business. Don't you? =X
You didn't even call me...
I feel more alone than ever...
Not gonna care about you anymore. @#$%^&;*
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I've been really busy recently.
I've been hunting every possible corner of busy streets in London, to find a place that is suitable for my little business.
I rushed around every now and then.
Morning rush to school, normally, I don't have to, but because in the afternoon, I would go look for a business area, I've to doll up myself.


First reason for dolling up is, the first impression is very important.
People will have a good impression of you, if you look pleasant, or at least, NEAT.


Secondly, my business is about looking good, so if I don't look good, how can I convince people that I can make them look good.
A very simple principle isn't it?


Thirdly, I personally like to dress up. =)


I find studying business is really very interesting. I would like to recommend all my friends to pick up business courses, if they still have no idea what to do in the future.
Best of all, it doesn't involve too much of mathematics. Just a lot of strategics.
So do consider business and management courses.


My blog is getting a little bit boring.
I'm thinking of trying out some new stuff.
But gotta wait till I settle my business first, alright?

To all of my KCPSS friends, all the best for your exams.
I hope you guys and girls have yet to forget me.
I'm missing you all really alot.
Do take good care of yourself.
Cause I'll be back really soon. (I hope)

I hate couples.
I hate seeing them on the street, I hate seeing them on the train, I hate seeing them in the shops.
I just simply hate the sight of them.

Because I'll be so jealous.
They can see each other as and when they like it.

So unfair.

I wanna see my Bibi as well, but all I can do is wait, wait, wait and more waiting.
We are thousand miles apart. Even timing are so different.
What can I do when I miss him, want to see him.

WAIT.

Wait till he finish his work, wait till he save enough to come to england, stay at my side.

When, Bibi?

When can you be at my side forever?
When can you be all mine?
That day will come, right?
It surely will, won't it?
How far is it?

I will continue waiting....
Because that is all I can do....