DREAM DREAM DREAM, A DREAM OF YOU
Had a wonderful dream last night.
Guess what I dreamt of?




In my dream, I saw myself still in singapore. Those good old days.
It was just a particular weekend.
I woke up in the morning, calling girls, Joleen, Cherie, Huimin and Yilin. Just my good friends.
Then get ready to meet them up for a girls day out.
We went to play pool at first, I used to meet cherie everyday and play pool with her. I seriously love playing pool, although I'm not very good at it.
Then we went shopping, I like shopping with Huimin, cause we have almost the same taste. We'll try on some clothings or accessories, admiring them, but hardly buy anything, NO MONEY.
After that, we went to Sakura. This is a memorial place for Joleen, Cherie and me. Guess what we were eating?
We ate GUI LING GAO!! Damn, I hate it, but BiBi and his friends were eat it like crazy, they were literally competing against each other, they may get GUI LING GAO's OVERDOSE? Hahaha...



Then I woke up, thinking those weren't dream, I actually thought I was still in singapore, I took up my handphone and was searching for cherie's number, intending to call her up.
I may sound like a total bimbo, but I can't help it, I'm missing them so badly. Nobody can understand that as much as I do.
After washing up, I chatted online with BiBi. We were diccussing about me getting a tattoo.
At first I thought he would totally blow up, and say he won't want me anymore.
However, it turns out to be better than I thought, we kinda negociate for awhile.
He said a small tattoo in a hidden place, lie on my lower back, would be ok, I was so surprised and happy that he agreed.
I assume that it was out of love, because he used to say if I get a tattoo, he will break up with me. I know how much he hates tattoos, but I love getting a tattoo that much too. Sorry, BiBi.
I promise you, if we ever gonna get married, I everyting also will listen to you. You really make my day by agree for me to put a tattoo.

Some of you maybe wondering why am I so under his finger, everything also ask for his opinion first.
The reason is pretty simple, I love him. So I care for his feelings, I don't try to force him to accept something he can't.
So I take some time, adn explain it to him. He has his reasons for not accepting it, and I have my reasons for doing it.
If each of us just a step back, and give in a little for each other's sake, nothing is impossible.
And I guess this is what people call respect. I think it should be applied in all kind of relationship.



Last but not least, I love you, my BiBi. Thanks for everything, thanks for giving in to me so much.
I guess I can't find anyone sweeter than you. Muuacks.
I wanna be with you forever, because I believe we'll be able to get through everything together.
And congrats to you that your exams are over. Just another question for you, SO WHEN ARE YOU COMING?

Finally found a house in London.

Not like there are no house in london, but they are too small.

Okay, you may say that I'm picky.

I've got so many stuff. How do expect me to settle for a small tiny winy little house?

Anyway, lets talk about my new house.

It's a small one still, but lightly bigger than the others that I've seen.

It has two rooms, one living and one bed room, kitchen and storage, toilets (DUH!!).

I've decided to turn the living room into another bed room.

In case, my friends or whoever comes nd stay for the night or two.

The sad thing about this house is that, it has no bath tub.

You may think that it's ok, but not for me!

Fine, I'm damn princessy. What to do!? I like to bath, not shower.

There's a very clear different ok!

The best thing about this house is that, he landlord is very friendly and easy going.

He allowed me to keep a pet, anything, so long that they are small.

He also agrees to help us to install internet. Other landlords often ask me to get it done on our own. See how kind he is?

The area s pretty quiet too, but it's very near to town centre, where there are shops and market. Very very convinient( I don't know how to spell, pardon my poor english)

And it is very cheap for its kind.

In total, I love the house.

Oh my god! I can sing " I'm lovin' it" everyday la.

Can I be Macdonalds spoke person please?

Just kidding.

That's all for today.

Have you ever wonder how much calories you have sinfully taken in each day? And have you ever wanted to actually be in total control of the intake of your calories daily?

I'm sure about you, but I certainly spent a lot of times calculating the amount of calorie I sinfully taken in. However, most of the times, my calculating are wrong, as I don't know how much calories does the food I take in contained or not too sure about it. I used to wish that I own a calculator which Automatically count the amount of calorie in all of my food.

I don't need a genie in a bottle anymore, I found that magical calculator, The Calorie Counter. It's free of charge, so no harm trying. It could be the answer to your secret prayer. To try, CLICK HERE

The lyrics in this song really describe how I'm feeling right now. I hope you guys will understand.

WELCOMING A NEW LIFE!

Hahas. Freak the hell out of you right?

I'm not pregnant, hell no!!!

I'm just getting a new puppy.

Mummy had promised me that I can keep a puppy.

Provided I can take care of him/her all on my own.

I've been so excited, I'm so excited that I couldn't sleep. Yeah, I'm crazy. Who cares.

Which breed should i get?

I love big dogs. Small ones are cute. Bigger ones are smarter.

I'm considering getting a yorkshire terriers. Or should I get a poodle?

Poodles are train more easily than yorkshire terriers. However, poodles are more expensive.

And I'll get a dog from a shelter(spca). Not because I wanna save cost or what-so-ever.

I'm just thinking that those was given to shelters are so pitiful. They desever a second chance to taste what love is like. I wanna give them love. Well, I'll love them as much as a new puppy.

I feel like getting a female one, as you know, males had that extra something, it abit obstruct me when pet them. However, female ones have that curtain time of the month, it can get quite messy.

So much to consider. But one thing for sure, I'll love her like my own child. I'll give her all the best.

So any suggestions please?

yorkshire terriers ty poodles

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

This year national day parade is so special. I think no other country will have such a parade. It's such a historic thing. Yet I missed. How sad can I get.

Tattoo ahoy!!

Really feel like getting a tattoo... Seriously!!

But so many people is so against tattooing.

I was once against it as well.

Why?

What is wrong with tattoos?

In the past, people with tattoos are either gangster or anti-social.

However, in the present day, tattoos have a new name.

It's called body art.

Which is true!

It is art.

It is just like drawings, except that it is done on the skin of a human, instead of papers.

So i don't see the reason why are so many people against tattoos?

I find the animals in here are so cute and funny



This guy really is awsome, in both character and his dance, despite his young age

Went on a shopping spree with mummy. I was really in no mood for shopping at 1st. Then i saw this really cute jump suit. I was ready to buy the shopping centre (if i hab the $)

love this one, it looks so classy

take a closer look

JUMPER SUIT, i've always wanted to get one

I want my life to be a legend

This is sooooo cute

HOT PANTS, I love hot pants like crazy

I find the star really cool

It gives the short a taxas taste in it

This pair of heels matches almost all of my outifts

I love shades

I prefer the pink one though

nice?

You Are Lara Croft

"Everything lost is meant to be found."

What Superheroine Are You?

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

You are a New Age Girl!

You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world. Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better. In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love. Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Naughty Girl by Beyonce

"Tonight I'll be your naughty girl I'm callin all my girls We're gonna turn this party out I know you want my body" 2004 was your year! You felt sexy as hell - and it showed.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Namiko Konjo

What's your Japanese Name?

You Are 100% Feminist

You are a total feminist. This doesn't mean you're a man hater (in fact, you may be a man). You just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.

Are You a Feminist?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Should Drive a BMW

Refined and classy, you want a car that looks rich... and goes fast!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

You Are Sheryl Crow!

Down to earth with tons of creative energy When you talk, everyone can relate to you "Life springs eternal On a gaudy neon street Not that I care at all"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

Just another obsession........

Oh my god! Don't stop me! I'm so obessed! Part of me look like Jolin Tsai! How happy can i get!

http://www.myheritage.com

http://www.myheritage.com

I'm sick of being alone..
When are you coming?
Just a glimpse of your face..
I can remember smelling your hair..
I'll meet you anywhere.
Somewhere that no one can retrace..
Somewhere where no one will know our faces
you know when something is wrong..
When something doesn't belong..
you can read in my mind..
And he can be assured that with me..
There is no conspiracy..
He makes me feel DIFFERENT.
very DIFFERENT.
Maybe My life is changing.
maybe i wont face my back towards the world anymore.
It's time to move forward.
and maybe happy, maybe happy,
I'm not too sure...

Went through the letters that flame dancers gave me the other time before i left singapore. I felt so touch by the words they had written. Especially huimin's one. It's like 4 pages long, the longest letter i had ever received. It brought back so much memories. Some of them I had long forgotten. Forgive me T_T
I didn't know I had touched so many life. Not in a very heroic way though. Just bit by bit, the little fun times, a little advice, some small secrets or even a few words of encouragements. I used to think that I'm so useless, so not great at all. I don't even know who will stay with me through all the thick and thins. Lend me a hand when I'm falling? Or will just laugh at me for falling? Seriously, I do think I had mild depression. Laugh all you want! I tried so hard to cover all my short-comings. However, now I realised my importance in some lives. Not really very important so much that they can't live on without me. But my existence had some how changed their life. It's really great to feel that way. At least, I knew someone will cry for me when I'm gone. I'll be remembered. Sounds like I'm dying, huh? I used to think that many people dislike me. I used to get upset cause of that. However, it doesn't matter anymore now. Why? Not because i'm not in singapore anymore. It's because i know there are people who loved and cared for me. That's more important.
Flame dancers, thanks for the tank top you guys gave me. I will never wear it. I swear. Not because I don't like it, definately not because I can't fit in..(NO!!) It's just because I wanna keep it safe. I think I should frame it adn then hang it above my bed, then I can see it everyday and night. OK. Now thats freaky. I shall just keep it safe in the heart shaped box. Then next time I've children, take out and show them, then followed by grandchildren, then great-grandchildren, then.... Oh my god! I'm thinking too much and going too far. Anyways, thanks alot guys, I mean girls. I'll never give up dancing, though I've different plans for future. Talks about dancing, my feet feel itchy already( I washed my feet), it had been 3 months since I last danced. DANCE FOREVER.

I think you guys will think that i'm the most crazy girl on earth. Went to play pool with cherie this afternoon WHILE I"M HAVING FEVER. How insane?! I think the fever had made me done such an insane thing. Anyways, I still won cherie, not really proud of it, cause she lost by carelessness. Some people may say win can already, still ask for so much. NO! I want to win by my own ablity, not on others' mistakes. Crazy? That's just my way of life. Some people always say I play pool very lousy, I hope that particular person knows who I refering to. So I must prove to them I can play pool well. That is just me. HATE TO LOSE.
I have only 5 days left in singapore. SAD. Gonna miss all my friends and BiBi alot. Sobs.

With bibi at jurong library right now. It's pretty warm actually. Library is supposed to be cold or at least at a comfortable temperature. I guess cause there are many people here. There's like no table for us to sit, so ended up sitting on the floor. What were we doing in the library? Well, bibi had got lots of homework to do, me? Slack lor, play with his laptop. There is this fat woman, she talked so loudly, bibi couldn't concentrate, I didn't know anything cause I was listening to music. Bibi is like so pissed off with her. I get abit annoyed too, because of her bibi keep complaining, so I was annoyed. Anyways, after awhile a librarian came and "reminded" her this is a library, not her house. Obviously I didn't heard what the librarian said, but this would be what i'll say to her. She left not long after. I wonder what took the librarians so long to realize someone was talking so loudly and stop them. And where on earth does the fat lady think she's at. Her friend must be deaf or something. I hate people who talk loudly, don't ask me why, it runs in my blood. I'll be meeting my dear CHERIE later. I'm so lazy to go out these days, just wanna stay and sleep. Seriously. I think I need to see a doctor, had been having headace for 3 days already. Arrh!

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Went to watch Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix with huimin and kaki today. The show was overall: amazing(as usual). The special effects were famtastic, the story line was stunning. However, i find that this fifth book is so emo(emotional). And most of all, there was a scence Katie Leung and Daneil Radcliffe were kissing. I so envy her, how she so lucky, get kissed by such a famous and hot guy. Bibi, don't get jealous, you are still the only one I want to kiss, I was just a little tiny winy bit envy Katie, that's all, nothing more. In this book, J.K Rowling made rebelling seems really fun. Hate the fat old lady, I forgot her name, don't bother rembering, cause she slapped him. There were a few lines which taught me about the aspects of life which I found useful. For example, no heroes win the battle alone, you will always need friends to help you out. No one is strong when he's alone. So I don't think watching this movie is a waste of time at all. Plus, this movie has the shortest movie's time as compared to its other series so far. The actings were excellent as well. Their actings gives you a feeling like you are part of the movie. You totally don't have the feeling that you are watching a fictional story. It's so real, so alive. It's a total MUST WATCH.

After the movie, huimin and I went window shopping around at Topshop, warehouse and miss self-fridge. Went to topshop for like 3 times on that day. The 1st time was before we went for the movie, we were quite early at 1st, then we were almost late, so late that we had to run. Damn, i kena tricked by huimin and kaki, one say the movie start at 2.45pm, then when we were "shopping" at topshop we realize that it was going to 3. We ran to the cinema with our dear life can. Reached there le, kaki tell me that 2.45 is the time we all supposed to meet up, the movie only start at 3.00pm. Screw huimin!! I supposed to go play pool with Cherie after the movie, but somehow i wasn't feeling well, so i decided to just go for dinner and then go home and rest. Before that, we went to warehouse and dorothy to see some clothings, we find clothes from those shop are so not our age, and the prices are incrediably unaffortable. So we decided to go topshop again, as we find things from there are nearer to our age, the prices are much lower too. After looking for awhile we were bored, so we went to miss self-fridge, we find clothing aren't as nice as topshop ones, so we decided to go back and try on some items, in case there were that suits us and our pockets. In the end, we didn't find anything nice enough to tempt us to try on or buy, plus the queu at the fitting room was damn long. So we went for dinner, at yoshinoya. I think they ran out of rice, then have to call back to Japan and ask the boss to import some over. Why i say so? Cause, we waited for a a good 30 mins before our rice are served. We were so hungry, that huimin intended to snatch the food from the baby sitting diagonally opposite us, for me? I don't snatch from people, I almost eat papers. When the food is finally served, so many people ran to the counter to ask where are their food? Please la, wait can or not, the whole yoshinoya only got you waiting meh? You already waited for so long, wait for a few more mins will die meh? Typical singaporeans.

I seriously have alot to blog, have not being blogging for like 2 months plus. Let's start off with the trip back to my hometown, vietnam. It had been a very long time since i last gone back there, about 5 years like that. The place really changed alot, the streets, the people I used to know, even the language itself. Everything seems so strange and foreign to be. It's not totally my fault to feel so. 5 years is a really long period of time. I adapt to it pretty quick, though. All thanks to my mum's friends. They welcomed and treated me like their own family member. This make me feel really warm-hearted, all the foreign feelings i felt earlier on just disappeared. I spent 10 days there, a really short period of time, but it brought back so much memories and create many new memories. It gives me a feeling that I'm so loved, I thought I was like a princess back there, loved by everyone.

Below are some pictures that I took. A small share of the memories that I had during my stay. There're some video that i made too, but it won't be upload so soon. I need sometimes to edit them, I currently using my baby boy's laptop, his laptop doen't have window media movie maker, so got to wait till i get back to england. So more waiting... Please be patient.(i'm not sure if there is anyone reading my blog or not. I'll just inform anyone who's reading my blog "regularly")

my cousin's sons, they are so adoreable roght?

Luckily, they adore me too. Love them.

My dad's sister, I'm not staying with her in vietnam, i stayed in the city.

Just payed her a short visit onli.

Soooo cute!!

My best friend in vietnam, this is when i get back to ho chi minh city.

We were at a korean restaurant.

The food is delicious despite its look. Even the utensils are of the standard material.

Then at night we went out with her mum and aunt for buffet. Happy time.

Cheers everyone!

This is what we drank. 1 each.

These are all mine!!

I know!! So fat liao still eat eat eat!

Hmmm... Yummy!!

Joking la... How can i possibly finish all of them!? Will die de lor... All so sweet.

Everyone will have their shares. Be patient.

She's the one who I stayed with throughout my stay.

Haha~

Oopss!!

Do we look like the 3 status above?

We went to the beach, and this is the restaurant we went at the of the trip.

The movie we took from the trip will be uploaded soon.

I love this drink, both the colours and the taste.

This used to be a moutain. They made it into a lovely restaurant.

This is our "night life".

Daddy's liltte girl. He was so busy. Last day then got time to pei me. Sad!

That's all for today. I'll upload more fun pictures and videos soon. Must come back and check out okay?