2dea went 4 da NSRS test.. haizz.. ii did reallie badly lorx.. shld nort habb tak da test.. anyweas.. ii was reallie seriously unprepared 4 itt.. ii onlii noe ii habb 2 tak da test last niite.. 1 nitte 2 study.. n tiss mornin ii habb an exam iin sch.. ii habb nort runn tat station 4 ages.. 'm soo stressed out.. ii habb recieved no encouragement at all.. except my precious jo.. ii was reallie berie sadd.. my store de ppl all say ii won mak it.. n ii was jus a replacement.. ii noe 'm da worst crew of all.. but do they habb 2 do so?? haizz.. evr1 jus look downn onn mii.. ii reallie wanna quit da job.. but ii won habb $$ iif ii do so.. moii worst disappointment issh moii god sis.. she oso laughed at iit n made funn of mii.. she 2.. din habb faith in mii.. 'm tired n siick of da job.. felt lik iin da whole world.. 'm da lousiest personn.. she wenn out 2 buy clothes 2 attend her aiai de bdea party oso neber ask mii along.. she asked another fren instead.. n she told mii tat she habb left tat personn.. yet nw.. haizz.. ii wonder wutt 'm ii 2 her anymore..

MOOD: sadd n forsaken.... lonely n worthless....