美梦总是会醒来，但我相信，我们的美梦会延续到老，其实，能和你相守到老，本身就是我真实的“美梦”。

I think my tagboard is being spam..?

Spammed? Spamed? Or spamded?

Whatever! This is making my hair blonde.

Huimin, you lame forever.

Omg! Poor girl!

POOR GIRL...

LoL...

Those good old times...

I sound old la...

Omg!

What's wrong with me?

*slap slap slap slap*(left right motion)

Dear zu EH!!

I can't fedex you the DVD.

So I'll upload it here for you to watch.

By the way, you are not 18, so I can't show you.

And don't splash me cold water!!

Let me live in my fantasy.

My kit name sumi.

And she is being a pain in the ass these days.

Keep bitting on stuff.

Feel like pull off all her teeth.

Of course, I'm just kidding.

That was funny isn't it?

I really wish to see huimin and zu EH! catfight.

That's about all I want for Xmas.

What have I been up to lately?

Nothing much.

Just me and my randomness!

Ok.

Had a girl night out last Saturday.

It was erm... fun!?

I don't know... Maybe... Yeah... Whatever!

I don't feel like talking about it right now.

In this blog, I wanna talk about a really old movie I watched lately.

BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN.

I don't really recommend it to everybody.

One is because: it's not suitable for people below 18 years of age.

Two: in case you have a huge problem with gay people.

This movie talks about the love between two cowboy.

Two totally different family background, thinkings and characters.

They loved each other more than anyone else.

But the society they lived in just doesn't allow them to be together.

Despite that, they still hold on to their love till their last breathe.

It is a heartbreaking tale of impossible love.

Oh my god!

It had been two years.

And we are still together, and going strong.

Like how many couple can be like us?

I don't care if peopl say hao lian or whatever they may say.

I mean like, envy all you can, people!

I'm just so in love.

Ya, you maybe saying I'm crazy or what.

I admit it.

I'm crazy, crazily in love.

No one could love me better than him.

Baby, you are the hottest thing on earth.

The best damn thing that happened to me.

I love you just the way you are.

Forever isn't enough for me to love you.

My cutie lil baby...

LoL... Look at how she sleep...

Are You More Paris or Lindsay?

My Result: 87% Lindsay Lohan

It's just your luck that you're like this driven and gifted teen queen. With your talents, it looks like your future's gonna be fully loaded!

Take this test >

Which Harry Potter Character Are You?

My Result: Ginny Weasley

You rarely need Polyjuice potion because you're usually happy just being you! While you might not make the biggest splash or cause drama, you slowly and steadily win over lots of people who think you're pretty darn wonderful. While you can be a little shy and self-conscious at times (especially around a crush), you're probably considered to be a BFF by more than just one person.


Luckily, your talents aren't just the magic kind. You're also kind and smart and just great to be around. Looks like you'll have a very charmed life indeed!

Take this test >

This is a pretty nice song:

I'm feeling really really disappointed.
What am I so disappointed about?
Everything!!! Yes, everything!

I hope you are reading this.
I don't want to mention your name,
Neither do I want to call you names.
Why so nice to you?
I'm not pretending to nice, or what-so-ever.
Because you once were considered my best friend.
The first best friend I made since I'm here.

I used to think you are some kind of girl I can look up to.

Wait.

Maybe I thought too highly of you.
I should rather say, I feel pity for you.
However, everything turn to be....

YOU DESERVE IT!

You always tell me, everyone around you are just pretending to be nice, actually they are evil.
They are treating you nicely, just to await for your careless moment, just one tiny winy little carelessness.
They would make a big fuss about it.
Make the problem becomes so serious that it would ruin your whole life.

It turns out that you are the one who is ruining your own life.

Pathetic right?

And you still don't come to your senses.

I don't wanna go into your personal life here.

And now you are saying that I snatched away your bestie?

Come on girl!

You need slap you to your senses?

Before my appearance, there were alot going on between you two already.

Even if there weren't, don't you think you should look at how you treat your friend?

Or else why is it so easy for me to snatch her from you.

Right?

That doesn't mean I DID snatch her from you, alright?

Why don't I say it face to face with you?

I'm not that kind of pathetic girls who dare not to voice out her view, just hiding behind the screen and talks about people's shortcomings.

I just don't wanna waste my saliva and energy talking to you.

Why?

Because you won't listen!

I'm actually wasting my energy and time here writing all this to you.

I don't even know if you will read it, or will you understand what I trying to say.

But I had to let it out.

Before it burst out, I may die from it la.

There are so many things I have not complete la.

I have not even lay my hands on the iphone yet.

And obviously you don't deserve such an honour.

I'm hating this place more than ever.

Everything is so screwed here.

Screwed up people, screwed up transport,...etc

I can't wait to get out of here.

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Some very over-due pictures...

Don't let it pass you by...

The picture paint a thousand words..

I keep it close, just for you...

Introducing Kavy...

Class was boring...

Came back from work not long ago.

Took a hot bath.

The weather is really cold, damn! It's freezing.

Ok, today is a really bad day.

A bitch screwd up my day.

I don't really wish to think about it anymore.

That is all for today.

(Sumy is sleeping on my laps AGAIN!!)

Bye!

Have not been blogging for such a long time.

Alot had happened lately.

Need sometimes to sort them out before I can move on.

I really wish I can get back to singapore right now.

That is the only place that make me feel belonged.

There are my friends, my love, places that I know and people that I know.

Here, I have nothing, almost nothing, and won't have anything.
So emotional.

Anyway, brought home a cutie.

Sickening...

Fall sick again...

I can't talk...

My throat feels so painful when I try to swallow...

Missed class today...

Of all time, examing is coming...

Somebody save me...

Mao Mao kept wanting to come out an play...

Baby, I can't...

Not now ok...

Suko mummy will buy you some toy after school...

Be patient alright?

Amy mummy is sick...

I can't look after you...

So wait till Suko mummy is back...

Feel like making a blog for my beloved daugher...

Should I? SHould I?

I'm like in need of cash so badly...

Can some kind person donate so money to this poor sick little girl?

Introucing........ MAO MAO!!
Damn fat la.....
YAAAaaa!! So cool... ILY....

Suko and I bought a big fat rabbit today, but she is cute, 大美女 orh.

She is such a noisy but shy girl.

Lets me tell how it happened.

We were out roaming the shopping centres.

As we walked pass this pet shop, we this cutie was up for adoption.

We didn't think too much.

Straight away wanted it.

Ya, it just happened that fast.

Love at first sight.

My friend kept saying, never seen a bunny keeping a rabbi as a pet.

...(￣ー￣；)

Today is a really good day.

It started rather bad though.

On saturday night, I've set my clock back by one hour, I don't know why, but I'll find out soon.

It is like a national thing, everyone in England had to do so.

Ok, and somehow, I set my clock back, even later than the actual lateness.

So I was late for the morning lesson.

*^#!$%T&.

So I went to the previous saloon to collect my tools, and brought them to the new one.

I showed Billy (the owner of the new saloon) the price list that I made.

After seeing it, he kept praising orh.

He said he liked my work and my attitude.

He also promised to get me a nail table to work like professional FOR FREE.

And he will get me neo sign FOR FREE as well, and all the other advertising stuff ALL FOR FREE.

Ass la, damn love him can.

LOL.

Got to sleep now.

Shall continue tomorrow.

I LOVE YOU, all.

Finally blogging!
Oh yeah! So finally.
I went to the St. Paul's Cathedral yesterday, with two of my classmates and one other guy. I don't even know his name after spending 3 hours walking together. I'm amazing. XD

OK, enough of nonsense. We had to pay 8.50GBP ( I don't have the pond sign on my laptop).
That is still acceptable, cause I know they have to pay for the staff, pay for maintenance and things like that. But what the *&^%, we are NOT ALLOWED to TAKE PICTURES. @__@
Why can't we take pictures of the nice architecture?

When we realised we are not allowed to take pictures and still have to pay so much....
We started to have criminal thoughts.... SNEAK IN...
However, we didn't, we are good people, so we bought the tickets.

I took some photos, wahahahaha!!
By the way, we have to climb 530 steps to reach the top, @#$%^.
My friends were telling me, everyday climb up an down this church, can lose weight la.
-__-"
I rather go gym can.

Yeah!

Successfuly moved into my new house.

Going out to shopping now.

Shall blog later.

See ya.

BYE!

The happiest people don't neccessarily have the best of everything. They just make the best out of everything that comes along in their life.

你快乐吗?

虽然轉角让我遇见了你,但我害怕,到下一个轉角,我会不小心弄丢你,所以我还是讨厌轉角.

screwed make up, cause I did it in a hurry.

Mummy dearest

twitz!!! LOL

acting cool...but still very twitz!! LMAO

Xia la!! Someone bu shuang already... ='(

Someone took this when I was drunk, so unglam, who who who?

The newly wed.

.....

F4...? LOL

Last night was quite happening, but I don't quite remember.

I was supposed to call my friends today, but after too much of alcohol, the morning after was really bad.

So....对不起 =(

I promise I won't take any more alcohol, not even a drop.

Till next weekend... XD

Anyway, there was this ang mo guy, he was trying something funny to us.

Then my uncle started to protect my mum.

My aunt got her husband.

Me lei?

Nobody!

='(

However, nothing much actually happen, the guy back off after that.

Well, basically, he just tried to get close the ladies (us).

So the men stood out.

Poor me.. ='(

That's all for today, will update soon.

BYE!

I've got nothing to blog about, so I decided to do a questionaire.

1.Where is your cell phone? beside me

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend? one and only

3. Hair? need some trimming

4. Your mother? on the phone with her friend

5. Your father? not with me right now

6. Your favorite item? my laptop

7. Your dream last night? a very sweet one

.8. Your favorite drink? strawberry

9. Your dream guy/girl? sensual, romantic, humorous, and forgiving

10. The room you are in? nice and cleaned

12. Your fears? cockcroaches, height, darkness and loneliness

13. What do you want to be in 10 years? a boss of a few shops

14. Who did you hang out with last night? shopping centres

15. What are you not? patient

16. Are you in love? yes

17. One of your wish list items? macbook

18. What time is it? 7.05pm

19. The last thing you did? dinner

20. What are you wearing? pajamas

21. Your favorite book? chinese cinderalla

23. The last thing you ate? rice and sweet and sour soup

24. Your life? filled with lots of hopes and dreams

25. Your mood? average

26. Your friends? miss them

27. What are you thinking about right now? clubbing

28. Your dream car? lamborghini

29. What are you doing at this moment? this

30. Your summer? wasn't that hot

31. Your relationship status? very strong

32. What is on your TV screen? MTV

33. When is the last time you laughed? last night

SECTION 2: Another set of questions.

1. Where were you 1 hour ago? home

2. Who will be your next kiss? Daneil Racliffe

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? yeah

4. When is the last time you went to the mall? yesterday

5. Are you wearing socks right now? no

6. When was the last time you went out of the state/province? last week

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? nope

8. What was the last thing you had to drink? water

9. What are you wearing right now? pajamas

10. What was your last purchase? some candies

11. Last food you ate? rice with sweet and sour soup

12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my uncle

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope

14. Do you have a pet? i wish i have one

15. What’s the last sporting event you watched? some soccer thingy

16. What is your favorite class? dance

17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? beside my bibi

18. What is the last thing you purchased online? none

20. What’s your favorite pizza? hawaiian lover

21. Do you miss anyone? bibi, joleen, cherry, huimin, yilin, noren, kaiwen, renice, prasad, mr lee, and bubble.

22. Last “play” you saw? i can't remember

23. What are your plans for the day? settle my business stuff

24. Who is the last person you messaged on myspace? i seldom use myspace

25. Ever go to camp? yeah

26. Were you an honor roll student in school? i don't know

27.What do you know about the future? a happy family

28. Are you wearing perfume/cologne? yeah

30. Where is your best friend located? 14 hours away ='(

31. Do you have a tan? nope, it's all gone by now

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids? 25 or 28

33. What’s on your mind? I wanna have twins

34. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? yeah

35. Have you ever drank your POP from a straw? I don't know what's POP

36. How do you like your POP? what is POP?

37. Do you like hot sauce? chilli? yeah

38. Last time you took a shower? few hours ago.

39. Who do you like? jolin tsai

40. Where do you work? opp my school

41. Are you someone’s best friend? I hope I still am

42. What’s the last TV show you watched? some drama series

SECTION 3: The hundred questions.

1. Are you in a complicated relationship? no

2. How about a serious/happy relationship? yes

4. How many houses have you lived in? 5 or 6

5. Favorite candy bar? I only like gums

6. Have you ever tripped someone? maybe

7. Least favorite school subject? maths

8. How many pairs of shoes do you own? i’m too lazy to count them.

9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD? one

10. Have you ever thrown up in public? nope

12. Favorite genre of music? anything with a good melody

13. Whats your zodiac sign? aquarious

14. What time were you born? 2am

15. Do you like beer? yikes

16. Have you made a prank phone call? yeah

17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own? i don’t remember

18. Are you sarcastic? i have to admit so.

19. What are your favorite color(s)? pink, hite, black and purple

20. How many watches do you own? none

21. Summer or winter? winter

22. Is anyone in love with you? I hope so, yes la

23. Favorite color to wear? black and pink

24. Pepsi or Sprite? coke zero

26. Where is your second home? singapore

27. Have you ever slapped someone? yeah

29. How many lamps are in your bedroom? 1

30. How many video games do you own? i’d rather spend my money on clothes

31. First pet you owned? dog

32. Ever had braces? nope

33. Shampoo you use? don't know how to spell

34. Do you use chapstick? you mean chopstick?

35. Name 4 teachers from grade school? I'm getting bored

36. American Eagle or Abercrombie? American Eagle tees i likeeeee

37. Are you too forgiving? maybe

38. How many children do you want? four =D

39. Do you own something from Hot Topic? no

40. Favorite breakfast meal? french style

41. Do you own a gun? no!

42. Ever thought you were in love? I'm in love

43. When was the last time you cried? can't remember

44. What did you do last night? sleeping

45. Olive Garden? ??

46. Have you ever called your teacher mommy? no...!!??

47. Have you ever been in a castle? yup

48. Nicknames? bunny, meimei, amui....

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now? yup

53. Ever called somebody Boo? heh? booboo? XD

54. Do you smoke? nah

55. Do you own a diamond ring? fake one?

56. Are you happy with your life right now? yes and no

57. Do you like your hair? no

58. Who is the one person who can make you happy any day? myself...?

60. What were you doing in May of 1994? oh my, i was 5 only, so no idea

61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? i think i did

62. Mcdonalds or Wendys? Mcdonalds

63. Do you like yourself? a little

64. Are you closer to your Mother or Father? mother

65. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex? huh?

66. Are you afraid of the dark? yes

67. Have you ever eaten paste? i think.

68. Do you own a webcam? ya

69. Have you ever stripped? lol....that remind me of dance....igrid?

70. Ever broke a bone? yup

71. Do you have a cell phone? uh huh

72. Do you chat on AIM often? i don’t AIM.

73. Pringles or Lays? lays

74. Have you ever had your heart broken? ya, it was really bad

75. Ever had a wish come true? i guess so.

77. Did you like your high school guidance counselor? no

78. Ever kiss in the rain? i would like to try

79. Do you have any pets?no

80. Do you own a car? i wish

81. Can you cook? subjective.

82. 3 things that annoy you? rude peopl and comments,loud people, "sticky" people

83. Do you text message often? yes

84. Money or love? both

85. Do you have any scars? yes

86. What do you want more than anything right now? macbook

87. Do you enjoy scary movies? NO.

88. Go play in traffic? no. crazy ah?

89. Gum? in mouth right now

90. Do you enjoy sweet food? to a certain level

91. Have you seen all the Rocky movies? no

92. Do you own a box of crayons? used to

93. Ever had sex in a public place? lol....

94. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? bibi

95. Who was the last person that made you mad? some stupid random guy on the street

96. Who was the last person that made you cry? i can't remember

97. Who was the last person that made you laugh? Mr vee

98. Who was the last person that text you? bibi

99. Who was the last person that called you? my uncle

100. Who’s your cell phone provider? mummy

"你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我，答应我的每一件事情都要做到，对我讲 的每一句话都要真心；不许欺负我，骂我，要相信我，别人欺负我你要在第一时间出来帮我 ；我开心呢，你就要陪着我开心，我不开心呢，你就要哄我开心；永远都要觉得我是最漂亮 的，梦里面也要见到我，在你的心里只有我。"

That's all I'm asking for in a husband. Bibi, can you do it? =)

Haha, there is not much I can blog about, there is nothing much happening in my life right now other than busying with my business.

I will try to blog more as soon as possible.

Bye!

我最大的遗憾就是不能够在你的身边...

Woke up in the morning and found this thingy on my bed. @_@
It's a ladbird actually.
I didn't kill it, although I really hate bugs, but that doesn't make me a bug muderer.
What a way to start my day! O_O


Finally won this game for once, I've been playing for three days, this game is really addictive and difficult.
It requires alot of thinking and planning.
So that proves that I can really think. ^^

Was feeling really tired and down yesterday.
I went for a try out at the saloon I intending to start up my business.
I thought I did really badly, so I was in a really bad mood after that.
Feeling really useless.
On the way home, I went to a cake shop, bought 2 big piece of cake.
After finishing the first big piece, I felt utterly guilty, so sinful, those two pieces were made out of full cream some more.
So I wasted the second piece, and head home, feeling worst.
Experts say that eating sweet stuff would make you feel happier, or at least better.
However, I don't feel happier, at all, it was the other way round @__@
I think I had gained another kg or so, silly me!


Anyway, today I went back to that saloon to get the answer if I can set up my business there.
The owner agreed, and asked me to go back and get everything ready, I can start off anytime I like.
I felt a little better after that, but don't understand whythe feeling of being useless still linger in me.
Really wish I can fly back to Singapore at this instant.
I wanna be with my friends. Only them can bring the happiness I needing most at this moment.
I want my Bibi to give a tight hug, a little kiss, telling me everything will work out well, telling me he will always be there.
Only him can give me the inner secure and peaceful feel that I need.




I feel so alone and tired.

I hate you, bibi.
You are there enjoying yourself with your friends.
I'm here suffering.
Suffering from my gastric, suffering from headaces.
You say I never message you, then why didn't you message me?
You know I've been busy going around, looking or a nice place to start off my business. Don't you? =X
You didn't even call me...
I feel more alone than ever...
Not gonna care about you anymore. @#$%^&;*
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I've been really busy recently.
I've been hunting every possible corner of busy streets in London, to find a place that is suitable for my little business.
I rushed around every now and then.
Morning rush to school, normally, I don't have to, but because in the afternoon, I would go look for a business area, I've to doll up myself.


First reason for dolling up is, the first impression is very important.
People will have a good impression of you, if you look pleasant, or at least, NEAT.


Secondly, my business is about looking good, so if I don't look good, how can I convince people that I can make them look good.
A very simple principle isn't it?


Thirdly, I personally like to dress up. =)


I find studying business is really very interesting. I would like to recommend all my friends to pick up business courses, if they still have no idea what to do in the future.
Best of all, it doesn't involve too much of mathematics. Just a lot of strategics.
So do consider business and management courses.


My blog is getting a little bit boring.
I'm thinking of trying out some new stuff.
But gotta wait till I settle my business first, alright?

To all of my KCPSS friends, all the best for your exams.
I hope you guys and girls have yet to forget me.
I'm missing you all really alot.
Do take good care of yourself.
Cause I'll be back really soon. (I hope)

I hate couples.
I hate seeing them on the street, I hate seeing them on the train, I hate seeing them in the shops.
I just simply hate the sight of them.

Because I'll be so jealous.
They can see each other as and when they like it.

So unfair.

I wanna see my Bibi as well, but all I can do is wait, wait, wait and more waiting.
We are thousand miles apart. Even timing are so different.
What can I do when I miss him, want to see him.

WAIT.

Wait till he finish his work, wait till he save enough to come to england, stay at my side.

When, Bibi?

When can you be at my side forever?
When can you be all mine?
That day will come, right?
It surely will, won't it?
How far is it?

I will continue waiting....
Because that is all I can do....

Why is my blog so screwed up again?
You may think it looks alright, actually it's not, at all!
Will be changing my blogskin soon, really soon, but still working on it.
So stay tunned ya?

Anyway, I have got a really pleasant news.
My mum had given me the permission to start up my own business.
Sounds great isn't it?
I'm gonna start with a really small business.
I'll rent a litlle corner at a hair saloon, place a manicure table.
I'll be the boss and the worker at the same time. :)
That's how my mum start up er business as well.
It's a really humble begining, but I've confidence that I'll build up an empire with it.


Amy, jia you jia you jia you!! (3 cheers to myself) XD
All my friends, you guys will back me up(mentally) right?
Wish me luck!

How have you guys been doing?
I have not been blogging for quite a few days now.
I was busy preparing for my beloved mum's birthday.

Let's me tell how it turns out, alright?

On monday, I went to order the cake, without knowing what favour to buy.
By the way, I thought thursday is the 26th, which is her birthday, so I ordered to be collected on thursday. Thank god, they only take down the date.
I was so panic when I realised that thursday is the 27th.
I have no more money to buy another cake, luckily only the date was written on the receipt.
Phew!!

Now come to the decoration part.
I walked around the decoration shop for several hours, yet still have no idea how I should decorate the room.
So I end up having to buy all the stuff on the day itself.
It turns out bery nice, but not as nice as I have expected it to be.
On the day, I've asked my teacher to let me skip half of the lesson.
I had only one lesson on that day.
Then the mad rush began.( I thought)

End up, my bloody uncle, he say cannot go too early.
I have loiter around on the damn cold street for 3 hours.
I couldn't take it anymore, so I just hack care, I bet with my luck.

I went to collect the cake, then head home, betting with my luck to see if my mum was at home,
Because that she was supposed to go to the market and buy some stuff for my grandma.
I was luck enough, she was not at home when I reached home.
While waiting for stupid uncle to arrive, I cam-whore a litlle.


Pa chiao eyes.( dunno how 2 spell)

I got really bored. So I start edittig pictures.

Told you I was really bored.

He finally call me. Asking me what to do next. I say keep my mm away from the house. So that I can put up the decorations.

So I finally get to put up the decorations in peace. Suddenly, my mum came back, I got totally freaked out la can? She saw the cake, but not the decorations.

Phew!!

Now then that damn uncle turns up, he managed to pull my mum out of the house (with no violence means) I got some more time to put up the rest of the decorations.

Which looks like this at the end of it.

This is how the cake looks like.

She doesn't want people to know how she is so I didn't put her birthday and year.

More pictures will be updated soon. Maybe videos too. So stay tunned! ^^

By the way, in the evening, my mum's so called best friend came over. So the actually party only begins at 8pm.

There you go, as promised!!

A tour around my new school.

So sorry there is no talking in that video.

I actually did talked, but I don't know what happened, all the talking are gone after I uploaded it onto my computers.
So I replace it with a song, hope you guys enjoy it anyway.

Let's me guide you guys a little here.

Our school office, princepal desk and staff office are like so patheticly small, as compare to my school office back in Singapore.

We have a sun terrace, we use for little parties in the summer, older students using it for smoking, or just simply hang out, we can't use it these days, too cold to do that.

We also have a student room, where we can make coffee or tea free of charge, cups are provided, but very little in number, we sometimes use that as a studying room as well.

There is a internet room, with computers that is internet accessible, and with printer and a photocopying machine too. Quite well equiped, isn't it?

The class rooms are relatively small, again, as compare to those I have in Singapore, but that's ok. I mean, we have very few students in a class, so it doesn't really matter.

I have to climb so many storeys to reach my class, phew!! But that's ok, just take it as an exercise then.

Ok!! That is basically all about my new school. Oh!! There is no canteen as you may have noticed, along the streets, there are many good restaurants, so we don't really have a canteen.

By the way, I'm recovering from my fever like so fast now, and the time here is 4.00am. I took my medicine and slept quite early, so I woke up early, and feeling totally refresh. Haha! That means I can hit the clubs tonight. =)

Down with fever.

Good lor, win liao lor.

First day of school got flu, just recover from flu, now come the fever.

I think tomorrow I may not be able to go to school.

Having headace, head spining, sore throat, no appitise.

Was laying in my sick bed, I over heard my uncle and mum talking.

My uncle was saying:" Amy is such a good girl, go straight home after school, never loiter around."

My mum was like:" Haha. Wait and see. After she get used to London, you will never get to see her at home. In singapore, if the clock had not strike 10, you can forget about seeing her in the house. If you do, most probably is because she ran out of money."

I was like LOL, don't ask me what is so funny, I just find it funny.

My uncle doesn't believe what my mum said though.

Anyway, I'm going off now.

Damn i!! My phone has no more credits, can't sms my Bibi to xa jiao( don't know how to write in english!!)

Hope to see him online tomorrow!

Grrrr....

My msn is so screwed...

I'm getting really annoyed...

I started using yahoo! messenger now...

So friends...

Please download yahoo! messenger as well, so that I can chat with you guys.

Please please please please...

Anyway,

My school ended at like 12pm today, woothoo!!!

So I have onli three hours of class, minus 15 minutes break, that'll be onli 2hr 45 mins.

Shiok right?

Then come here study with me, ok? XP

Actually, I've a free study period from 12.30 till 3.30.

Different people have different method of studying.

I chose t study the life in london, so I decided to go to shops and find out. XD

That's all for today, gotta get busy now.

I'm moving to the flat upstairs, like so finally.

Today is the second day at school.

I'm quite pissed off.

Why?

Because the teachers are effin blur.

They don't know which students they are teaching, they don't know what's going on, they don't know the classrooms hab been swopt.

It's like what the hell is going on?

I supposed to have general english in the morning, and business english in the afternoon.

However, it ends up that I have general english in both morning and afternoon.

When I verified with the teacher, she was like shocked, and know nothing.

Then she ran around the school, looking for help.@_@

I end up having to end class one hour earlier.

It's not a bad thing, it's just that I'm pissed off.

A confused person, is an angry person.

Thanks to the confusion, I made a new friend from japan.

I forgot how to spell her name, but she's from Tokyo.

She said I look like a Japanese. XD

DUH!!

My grandfather is a pure Japanese, can?

So at new school, I made total of three friends.

For goodness sake!

My class have only five students. O_O

And two never actually turn up!! =_="

What an interesting school I have here.

By the way, I've video down my school, and a trip to the musseum.

I'll upload as soon as possible, I swear I'll.

Got to go pack up my stuff now, tomorrow I'll be moving to the upstair flat.

joleen: it's not that I never contact you lor, is you never go online,

last time everyday oso online but never see you!!!!

I've emailed you anyway.

miss whatever: grrr...my new school is totally driving me crazy.

Bibi: I damn lucky lor, wrong classroom, wrong teacher, everything in my life had gone wrong.

Sat in the corner, I let the loneliness in me slowly take over piece by piece of me.

I tried to sleep, to forget, to let go, to be strong.

I'm so hurt, every word you said, is like a dagger, and everything you said, keep repeating in my mind.

Stop chasing me into the corner, stop pushing me over the edge, will you?

I cry and cry, hope each and every tears will wash away the pain, the shame I'm feeling.

Because you are my mother, so I can't say it into your face.

I need some respects, just a little also can.

Think of my feelings before you say things, even though it maybe true.

Keep to between us, don't go round spreading it to others.

I smiled, pretending everything is Ok.

But deep down in my heart, it's so painful, I could hardly breathe.

Did I choose to be at your side to deserve this?

Look at me, I'm all tired and wear out.

I'm really tired, tired of proving, tired of explaining, tired of showing.

I don't wanna do anything anymore.

I just wanna cry myself to sleep.

If someone is at her limit, will she sleep forever?

Is dreamland a perfect place where there's no pain, no tears, no worries?

If it is, then I wanna be in it forever.

I wanna go back home, where my love ones are.

But I can't, I don't think I can move forward either.

I'm like swimming in the middle of the sea.

I too far from my destination, too far from land.

I can't go back nor forward, I'm stuck, lost and hopeless.

I don't belong here, and I'm all alone.

I'm breaking down.

It's so cold here, can someone come and take me home?

Anyone? Just somebody, get me out of this mess.

Tomorrow will be the start of my new school, and of all things, I'm having a flu right now.

I'm damn "lucky" can?

Can you imagine?

First day of school, spread flu to all of my new classmates...

They are gonna remember me for life.

Actually, I'm totally not prepared for the new school at all.

I've not buy my school books, I didn't buy even a pencil.

I wonder how am I gonna survive.

Grrrr.....

Wish me luck, people.

Went to look for a job today.

I went out without taking my breakfast.

My old sickness is taking it toil on me again. Cause I've been losing a few Kg recently, so I feel so guilty eating. Crazy right? I know, I'm trying to fight that feeling too.

Another factor is that, I've been in quite a down mood recently.

I don't know why.

Just don't feel like doing anything, just wanna sleep.

I keep hoping time will pass faster.

So that I can faster see my beloved BiBi.

And my mum has been annoying me as well.

I know it's disrespectful to say this.

But she seems to get mad at everything I do.

Arrhh!!

If this goes on, I think I'll die of suffocation.

School is start soon, hopefully I'll be able to find a job soon too.

So that I don't have to be literally jailed at home.

That baddie BiBi neglected me, went to sleep first,

What a baddie, right?

Also never think how much people miss him.

Haiz.................

Feeling so down.

Alright dancers, I call this professional.

When I first saw her live performance at MTV Music Awards, I thought " what happened to the great britney spears that I used to worship? It looks like she doesn't want to dance at all.

However, after watching this video, just makes me love her more.

I guess, she understands that this is her last chance for redemption, for all that she had done, so she already gave her best.

I hope those who thinks she doesn't deserve a comeback, to think again, and consider her hardwork.

Well, I'm trying to make myself sounds like some kind of missionary angel, but I think such a talent like her should not be brought down by the pressure of media.

People shouldn't just talk about bad things that she had done, or happened to her. They should also think of her talents too, and recognize her works as well.

All the best to you, Britney. (I hope she gets to see this.)

I'm telling you, this guy is even more ironic than britney herself.

If he's acting, I bet he's gonna win a grammy award for the best actor.

It's like WHAT THE HELL!!

Ya, I think that the media is really being too much. They are really over-doing it.

But she's is your wife, your sister or YOUR MOTHER. Neither is she dying tomorrow.

Why the hell did have to cry like that.

People, you gotta check out his other videos too. This guy is seriously more ironic than iron itself. Puff!!

Have been such a long time since I last blogged. The only reason is because my new has no internet connections. I was like rotting away at home. There are so many things I wanna tell you guys, many interesting things, but rather filled with hatreds.

Ok, lets begin from the day I moved into my new house. In the morning, everything turn out pretty well. It's when we (me and my mum) arrived at the door step of our new house. At first, we had agreed to pay £200 for the company to send someone to drive us and our stuff to london. However, when we arrived at our destination, the driver actually asked for £450, which is like more than double of the price we agreed. So we were argueing for awhile, the driver actaully refused to unload the stuff, and even threaten to drive back to Nottingham, if we don't pay him the full amount. We didn't want any trouble on our first day at the new house, and we were very tired as we travelled quite a long way from Nottingham to london, so we gave in, we called his boss, and he again agreed to take just £400 from us. Then, the mother****ing driver still not happy, he said he must get £450, no more no less. By now, my mum and I are really blowing our top already, and the driver actually intended to drive away with me sitting on the van and the stuff at the back. F*** him to hell man, what on earth was he thinking for driving away with ME on the van, I can easily call the police and say he was trying to kidnapped an underaged girl. My mum called the police, and I, of course, tried to stop the van, who knows whathe might be up to. So i tried to get at the hand brake, but some how i failed, last resource, I jumped over and get the key. So the man and I were like fighting over the keys, and for godness sake, the vehicle was still on the move. I failed to get the key, but I managed to break the keychain. You might be thinking, what's the point of breaking the keychain. Let's me tell you, first, you try to break the keychain on your own, nad see how much effort I put in, secondly, when he realised that I'm not weak, he knows he may not have any chance to win. So he half gave up. My mum, she is not stupid either, she did not just stand there and stoned. She actually fold in his rear mirror. For those who knows how drive should know what it is. So he could'nt see anything behind his vehicle, by now, he gets more panic, so he totally gave in. He was screaming" that was f***ing stupid, you bloody bitches, look what you have done". So i replied him, "f*** it, who cares, by scolding me stupid, you are not any smarter." He took out his phone and called the police. "hello, there are this two girl, refuse to pay me my money, and is attacking me, the address is ....., please get the police here immediately". Aaaarrrhhh!!! Someone screw this fellow, we paid him £400, the cash is still right there in the box beside him, and he dares to tell the police we refused to pay. And look at his size can, he with one hand is at the landlord telling him to shut up and step aside, see how rude this fellow is?!! So we waited for tenough to carry me up, how the F*** can I attack him. What nonsense is this!! Then our nice landlord arrived, he asked what happened, and I just started crying, ladies' weapons, telling the landlord what the man did, without telling him what we did =) . So he walked to the driver from hell, advising him to give up, or he will just end up losing when the police comes. The bloody driver shouted he police to come. In the end, maybe god beat some senses out of this motherf**ker, he unloaded our stuff and leave quietly. In the end, the police never turn up, thanks anyway. I'm thinking, if that day, I was the one calling, and saying that the man actually trying to attack me. Will the police turn up? That's not important anymore, so we happily moved our stuff in, and get ready for new begining.

Who would have guessed, the worst are just about to begin. To be continued...

DREAM DREAM DREAM, A DREAM OF YOU
Had a wonderful dream last night.
Guess what I dreamt of?




In my dream, I saw myself still in singapore. Those good old days.
It was just a particular weekend.
I woke up in the morning, calling girls, Joleen, Cherie, Huimin and Yilin. Just my good friends.
Then get ready to meet them up for a girls day out.
We went to play pool at first, I used to meet cherie everyday and play pool with her. I seriously love playing pool, although I'm not very good at it.
Then we went shopping, I like shopping with Huimin, cause we have almost the same taste. We'll try on some clothings or accessories, admiring them, but hardly buy anything, NO MONEY.
After that, we went to Sakura. This is a memorial place for Joleen, Cherie and me. Guess what we were eating?
We ate GUI LING GAO!! Damn, I hate it, but BiBi and his friends were eat it like crazy, they were literally competing against each other, they may get GUI LING GAO's OVERDOSE? Hahaha...



Then I woke up, thinking those weren't dream, I actually thought I was still in singapore, I took up my handphone and was searching for cherie's number, intending to call her up.
I may sound like a total bimbo, but I can't help it, I'm missing them so badly. Nobody can understand that as much as I do.
After washing up, I chatted online with BiBi. We were diccussing about me getting a tattoo.
At first I thought he would totally blow up, and say he won't want me anymore.
However, it turns out to be better than I thought, we kinda negociate for awhile.
He said a small tattoo in a hidden place, lie on my lower back, would be ok, I was so surprised and happy that he agreed.
I assume that it was out of love, because he used to say if I get a tattoo, he will break up with me. I know how much he hates tattoos, but I love getting a tattoo that much too. Sorry, BiBi.
I promise you, if we ever gonna get married, I everyting also will listen to you. You really make my day by agree for me to put a tattoo.

Some of you maybe wondering why am I so under his finger, everything also ask for his opinion first.
The reason is pretty simple, I love him. So I care for his feelings, I don't try to force him to accept something he can't.
So I take some time, adn explain it to him. He has his reasons for not accepting it, and I have my reasons for doing it.
If each of us just a step back, and give in a little for each other's sake, nothing is impossible.
And I guess this is what people call respect. I think it should be applied in all kind of relationship.



Last but not least, I love you, my BiBi. Thanks for everything, thanks for giving in to me so much.
I guess I can't find anyone sweeter than you. Muuacks.
I wanna be with you forever, because I believe we'll be able to get through everything together.
And congrats to you that your exams are over. Just another question for you, SO WHEN ARE YOU COMING?

Finally found a house in London.

Not like there are no house in london, but they are too small.

Okay, you may say that I'm picky.

I've got so many stuff. How do expect me to settle for a small tiny winy little house?

Anyway, lets talk about my new house.

It's a small one still, but lightly bigger than the others that I've seen.

It has two rooms, one living and one bed room, kitchen and storage, toilets (DUH!!).

I've decided to turn the living room into another bed room.

In case, my friends or whoever comes nd stay for the night or two.

The sad thing about this house is that, it has no bath tub.

You may think that it's ok, but not for me!

Fine, I'm damn princessy. What to do!? I like to bath, not shower.

There's a very clear different ok!

The best thing about this house is that, he landlord is very friendly and easy going.

He allowed me to keep a pet, anything, so long that they are small.

He also agrees to help us to install internet. Other landlords often ask me to get it done on our own. See how kind he is?

The area s pretty quiet too, but it's very near to town centre, where there are shops and market. Very very convinient( I don't know how to spell, pardon my poor english)

And it is very cheap for its kind.

In total, I love the house.

Oh my god! I can sing " I'm lovin' it" everyday la.

Can I be Macdonalds spoke person please?

Just kidding.

That's all for today.

Have you ever wonder how much calories you have sinfully taken in each day? And have you ever wanted to actually be in total control of the intake of your calories daily?

I'm sure about you, but I certainly spent a lot of times calculating the amount of calorie I sinfully taken in. However, most of the times, my calculating are wrong, as I don't know how much calories does the food I take in contained or not too sure about it. I used to wish that I own a calculator which Automatically count the amount of calorie in all of my food.

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The lyrics in this song really describe how I'm feeling right now. I hope you guys will understand.

WELCOMING A NEW LIFE!

Hahas. Freak the hell out of you right?

I'm not pregnant, hell no!!!

I'm just getting a new puppy.

Mummy had promised me that I can keep a puppy.

Provided I can take care of him/her all on my own.

I've been so excited, I'm so excited that I couldn't sleep. Yeah, I'm crazy. Who cares.

Which breed should i get?

I love big dogs. Small ones are cute. Bigger ones are smarter.

I'm considering getting a yorkshire terriers. Or should I get a poodle?

Poodles are train more easily than yorkshire terriers. However, poodles are more expensive.

And I'll get a dog from a shelter(spca). Not because I wanna save cost or what-so-ever.

I'm just thinking that those was given to shelters are so pitiful. They desever a second chance to taste what love is like. I wanna give them love. Well, I'll love them as much as a new puppy.

I feel like getting a female one, as you know, males had that extra something, it abit obstruct me when pet them. However, female ones have that curtain time of the month, it can get quite messy.

So much to consider. But one thing for sure, I'll love her like my own child. I'll give her all the best.

So any suggestions please?

yorkshire terriers ty poodles

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

This year national day parade is so special. I think no other country will have such a parade. It's such a historic thing. Yet I missed. How sad can I get.

Tattoo ahoy!!

Really feel like getting a tattoo... Seriously!!

But so many people is so against tattooing.

I was once against it as well.

Why?

What is wrong with tattoos?

In the past, people with tattoos are either gangster or anti-social.

However, in the present day, tattoos have a new name.

It's called body art.

Which is true!

It is art.

It is just like drawings, except that it is done on the skin of a human, instead of papers.

So i don't see the reason why are so many people against tattoos?

I find the animals in here are so cute and funny



This guy really is awsome, in both character and his dance, despite his young age