Went to look for a job today.

I went out without taking my breakfast.

My old sickness is taking it toil on me again. Cause I've been losing a few Kg recently, so I feel so guilty eating. Crazy right? I know, I'm trying to fight that feeling too.

Another factor is that, I've been in quite a down mood recently.

I don't know why.

Just don't feel like doing anything, just wanna sleep.

I keep hoping time will pass faster.

So that I can faster see my beloved BiBi.

And my mum has been annoying me as well.

I know it's disrespectful to say this.

But she seems to get mad at everything I do.

Arrhh!!

If this goes on, I think I'll die of suffocation.

School is start soon, hopefully I'll be able to find a job soon too.

So that I don't have to be literally jailed at home.

That baddie BiBi neglected me, went to sleep first,

What a baddie, right?

Also never think how much people miss him.

Haiz.................

Feeling so down.