Sunday, July 30, 2006

sumhow ii passed da nsrs miracly.. but ii stil dunn receive ani compliments.. evr1 say tat iits jus moii lucks.. haizz.. but ii was reallie lucky 2 pass da test larrhh.. orr else reallie dunno wutt will happen 2 mii lorx.. hmm hmm hmm.. soooo scared!!! hiazz.. dearie issh busy wit hisshh study.. jie gort new frenz.. no1 2 pei mii.. ii feel soooo lonelie.. haizz.. n ppl around mii seem 2 b avoidinn mii lorx.. hopefullie all tis feelinn r jux cos by moii loneliness..

Friday, July 28, 2006

2dea went 4 da NSRS test.. haizz.. ii did reallie badly lorx.. shld nort habb tak da test.. anyweas.. ii was reallie seriously unprepared 4 itt.. ii onlii noe ii habb 2 tak da test last niite.. 1 nitte 2 study.. n tiss mornin ii habb an exam iin sch.. ii habb nort runn tat station 4 ages.. 'm soo stressed out.. ii habb recieved no encouragement at all.. except my precious jo.. ii was reallie berie sadd.. my store de ppl all say ii won mak it.. n ii was jus a replacement.. ii noe 'm da worst crew of all.. but do they habb 2 do so?? haizz.. evr1 jus look downn onn mii.. ii reallie wanna quit da job.. but ii won habb $$ iif ii do so.. moii worst disappointment issh moii god sis.. she oso laughed at iit n made funn of mii.. she 2.. din habb faith in mii.. 'm tired n siick of da job.. felt lik iin da whole world.. 'm da lousiest personn.. she wenn out 2 buy clothes 2 attend her aiai de bdea party oso neber ask mii along.. she asked another fren instead.. n she told mii tat she habb left tat personn.. yet nw.. haizz.. ii wonder wutt 'm ii 2 her anymore..

MOOD: sadd n forsaken.... lonely n worthless....