Tuesday, July 31, 2007





Oh my god! Don't stop me! I'm so obessed! Part of me look like Jolin Tsai! How happy can i get!

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Monday, July 30, 2007

I'm sick of being alone..
When are you coming?
Just a glimpse of your face..
I can remember smelling your hair..
I'll meet you anywhere.
Somewhere that no one can retrace..
Somewhere where no one will know our faces

you know when something is wrong..
When something doesn't belong..
you can read in my mind..
And he can be assured that with me..
There is no conspiracy..
He makes me feel DIFFERENT.
very DIFFERENT.
Maybe My life is changing.
maybe i wont face my back towards the world anymore.
It's time to move forward.
and maybe happy, maybe happy,
I'm not too sure...

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Went through the letters that flame dancers gave me the other time before i left singapore. I felt so touch by the words they had written. Especially huimin's one. It's like 4 pages long, the longest letter i had ever received. It brought back so much memories. Some of them I had long forgotten. Forgive me T_T
I didn't know I had touched so many life. Not in a very heroic way though. Just bit by bit, the little fun times, a little advice, some small secrets or even a few words of encouragements. I used to think that I'm so useless, so not great at all. I don't even know who will stay with me through all the thick and thins. Lend me a hand when I'm falling? Or will just laugh at me for falling? Seriously, I do think I had mild depression. Laugh all you want! I tried so hard to cover all my short-comings. However, now I realised my importance in some lives. Not really very important so much that they can't live on without me. But my existence had some how changed their life. It's really great to feel that way. At least, I knew someone will cry for me when I'm gone. I'll be remembered. Sounds like I'm dying, huh? I used to think that many people dislike me. I used to get upset cause of that. However, it doesn't matter anymore now. Why? Not because i'm not in singapore anymore. It's because i know there are people who loved and cared for me. That's more important.
Flame dancers, thanks for the tank top you guys gave me. I will never wear it. I swear. Not because I don't like it, definately not because I can't fit in..(NO!!) It's just because I wanna keep it safe. I think I should frame it adn then hang it above my bed, then I can see it everyday and night. OK. Now thats freaky. I shall just keep it safe in the heart shaped box. Then next time I've children, take out and show them, then followed by grandchildren, then great-grandchildren, then.... Oh my god! I'm thinking too much and going too far. Anyways, thanks alot guys, I mean girls. I'll never give up dancing, though I've different plans for future. Talks about dancing, my feet feel itchy already( I washed my feet), it had been 3 months since I last danced. DANCE FOREVER.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

I think you guys will think that i'm the most crazy girl on earth. Went to play pool with cherie this afternoon WHILE I"M HAVING FEVER. How insane?! I think the fever had made me done such an insane thing. Anyways, I still won cherie, not really proud of it, cause she lost by carelessness. Some people may say win can already, still ask for so much. NO! I want to win by my own ablity, not on others' mistakes. Crazy? That's just my way of life. Some people always say I play pool very lousy, I hope that particular person knows who I refering to. So I must prove to them I can play pool well. That is just me. HATE TO LOSE.
I have only 5 days left in singapore. SAD. Gonna miss all my friends and BiBi alot. Sobs.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

With bibi at jurong library right now. It's pretty warm actually. Library is supposed to be cold or at least at a comfortable temperature. I guess cause there are many people here. There's like no table for us to sit, so ended up sitting on the floor. What were we doing in the library? Well, bibi had got lots of homework to do, me? Slack lor, play with his laptop. There is this fat woman, she talked so loudly, bibi couldn't concentrate, I didn't know anything cause I was listening to music. Bibi is like so pissed off with her. I get abit annoyed too, because of her bibi keep complaining, so I was annoyed. Anyways, after awhile a librarian came and "reminded" her this is a library, not her house. Obviously I didn't heard what the librarian said, but this would be what i'll say to her. She left not long after. I wonder what took the librarians so long to realize someone was talking so loudly and stop them. And where on earth does the fat lady think she's at. Her friend must be deaf or something. I hate people who talk loudly, don't ask me why, it runs in my blood. I'll be meeting my dear CHERIE later. I'm so lazy to go out these days, just wanna stay and sleep. Seriously. I think I need to see a doctor, had been having headace for 3 days already. Arrh!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

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Went to watch Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix with huimin and kaki today. The show was overall: amazing(as usual). The special effects were famtastic, the story line was stunning. However, i find that this fifth book is so emo(emotional). And most of all, there was a scence Katie Leung and Daneil Radcliffe were kissing. I so envy her, how she so lucky, get kissed by such a famous and hot guy. Bibi, don't get jealous, you are still the only one I want to kiss, I was just a little tiny winy bit envy Katie, that's all, nothing more. In this book, J.K Rowling made rebelling seems really fun. Hate the fat old lady, I forgot her name, don't bother rembering, cause she slapped him. There were a few lines which taught me about the aspects of life which I found useful. For example, no heroes win the battle alone, you will always need friends to help you out. No one is strong when he's alone. So I don't think watching this movie is a waste of time at all. Plus, this movie has the shortest movie's time as compared to its other series so far. The actings were excellent as well. Their actings gives you a feeling like you are part of the movie. You totally don't have the feeling that you are watching a fictional story. It's so real, so alive. It's a total MUST WATCH.


After the movie, huimin and I went window shopping around at Topshop, warehouse and miss self-fridge. Went to topshop for like 3 times on that day. The 1st time was before we went for the movie, we were quite early at 1st, then we were almost late, so late that we had to run. Damn, i kena tricked by huimin and kaki, one say the movie start at 2.45pm, then when we were "shopping" at topshop we realize that it was going to 3. We ran to the cinema with our dear life can. Reached there le, kaki tell me that 2.45 is the time we all supposed to meet up, the movie only start at 3.00pm. Screw huimin!! I supposed to go play pool with Cherie after the movie, but somehow i wasn't feeling well, so i decided to just go for dinner and then go home and rest. Before that, we went to warehouse and dorothy to see some clothings, we find clothes from those shop are so not our age, and the prices are incrediably unaffortable. So we decided to go topshop again, as we find things from there are nearer to our age, the prices are much lower too. After looking for awhile we were bored, so we went to miss self-fridge, we find clothing aren't as nice as topshop ones, so we decided to go back and try on some items, in case there were that suits us and our pockets. In the end, we didn't find anything nice enough to tempt us to try on or buy, plus the queu at the fitting room was damn long. So we went for dinner, at yoshinoya. I think they ran out of rice, then have to call back to Japan and ask the boss to import some over. Why i say so? Cause, we waited for a a good 30 mins before our rice are served. We were so hungry, that huimin intended to snatch the food from the baby sitting diagonally opposite us, for me? I don't snatch from people, I almost eat papers. When the food is finally served, so many people ran to the counter to ask where are their food? Please la, wait can or not, the whole yoshinoya only got you waiting meh? You already waited for so long, wait for a few more mins will die meh? Typical singaporeans.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

I seriously have alot to blog, have not being blogging for like 2 months plus. Let's start off with the trip back to my hometown, vietnam. It had been a very long time since i last gone back there, about 5 years like that. The place really changed alot, the streets, the people I used to know, even the language itself. Everything seems so strange and foreign to be. It's not totally my fault to feel so. 5 years is a really long period of time. I adapt to it pretty quick, though. All thanks to my mum's friends. They welcomed and treated me like their own family member. This make me feel really warm-hearted, all the foreign feelings i felt earlier on just disappeared. I spent 10 days there, a really short period of time, but it brought back so much memories and create many new memories. It gives me a feeling that I'm so loved, I thought I was like a princess back there, loved by everyone.

Below are some pictures that I took. A small share of the memories that I had during my stay. There're some video that i made too, but it won't be upload so soon. I need sometimes to edit them, I currently using my baby boy's laptop, his laptop doen't have window media movie maker, so got to wait till i get back to england. So more waiting... Please be patient.(i'm not sure if there is anyone reading my blog or not. I'll just inform anyone who's reading my blog "regularly")


my cousin's sons, they are so adoreable roght?

Luckily, they adore me too. Love them.


My dad's sister, I'm not staying with her in vietnam, i stayed in the city.

Just payed her a short visit onli.



Soooo cute!!


My best friend in vietnam, this is when i get back to ho chi minh city.
We were at a korean restaurant.

The food is delicious despite its look. Even the utensils are of the standard material.

Then at night we went out with her mum and aunt for buffet. Happy time.

Cheers everyone!


This is what we drank. 1 each.
These are all mine!!

I know!! So fat liao still eat eat eat!

Hmmm... Yummy!!

Joking la... How can i possibly finish all of them!? Will die de lor... All so sweet.


Everyone will have their shares. Be patient.

She's the one who I stayed with throughout my stay.

Haha~
Oopss!!

Do we look like the 3 status above?
We went to the beach, and this is the restaurant we went at the of the trip.
The movie we took from the trip will be uploaded soon.

I love this drink, both the colours and the taste.

This used to be a moutain. They made it into a lovely restaurant.

This is our "night life".

Daddy's liltte girl. He was so busy. Last day then got time to pei me. Sad!
That's all for today. I'll upload more fun pictures and videos soon. Must come back and check out okay?
Sorry people, so long have not edit my blog. I currently in singapore, however, my laptop is england. So i can't update. I promise that once I get back to my laptop, I'll update my blog in full details. Don't mad at me, ok? I'll update with many pictures too. Coming soon... VBLOGGING!