Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Thursday, November 09, 2006

sometimes i just dunno wad 2 do....miss him so much.....but kan meet him 2 often....hab 2 fill up his place wit sth else.....dun dare 2 hold onto 2 him 2 tightly...beiing afraid tat he may wanna fly away frm my arms....fly away 2 find his own freedom....gotta pretend lik i dun mind.....i wonder wat moii life wld biiex without him.....i'm so pampered by others....but feel so neglected by him.....so lost....mayb we should nort hab even started....den i dunch hab 2 go through all tis anymore....hurts, lost, insecure, confused n a hell lots of mixed feelings....can any1 tell miiex wad 2 do.....dun wan let go...really wanna ask him....if i let go of ur hand n run away....will euu chase after mii n bring miiex back??....or yiiew jus let miiex pass....lik how euu did 2 others who had passed ur life??....i'm trapped by tis loneliness.....so empty....

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

2day went out wit huimin....finally.....there's a day when i can relax....the past whole wk i've been training n working.....ii must bi a superwoman la.....or else ii won noe how did i make through the wk alive......although moii new job issh kinda relaxing....but sumtime too slacking make mii feel really sleepy....da ppl r friendly la....hmmm...actually no complains abt tat job la....kinda love it 4 nw....hmmmm...lets talk abt the movie ba.....we watched flushed away...trust mii...euu shld nv miss tis movie....it's so funny.....ii lurv the sluts....they sang so well...they are d main attraction of the show ba....it's so funny...but the whole cinema issh soo empty.....after tat we met up wit aini at bugis....we walk rounds n rounds.....till i got no more energy liao.....den we setled down at mac...hab a drink n chit chat.....we saw a cute guy....actually issh mii la....den we started makin fun out of it....huimin n i laughed lik xiao la....lol......2day issh a fun yet tiring day......tmr gotta go back 2 training n work again....haiz......