Saturday, April 10, 2010

Tears after tears. I don't even have the power to hold it back.
"You belong to the group of girls who needs make up on to look pretty, but even ur make up look weird."
These words keep on echo-ing in headm and when it play in my head, my tear will start rolling down again. I'm so overwhelmed with emotions.
I know that I'm not a stunningly beautiful women, that's why I always put in extra effort to look good. That sentence really sent me straight to hell!
If it was to come out from others mouth, I would hab just brush it off, and laugh at the person for not being able to appreaciate my beauty that's all.
But it came from u! The 1 person that I trust and love. So that's how you always see me as?

Sunday, April 04, 2010

How was your long weekend holiday?
Mine passed by like those F1 race.. Zoom zoom and it's all gone..
Tomorrow have to go back to work!! Life sucks!!

Shall blog more tomorroa since I'll more time..

Friday, April 02, 2010

Wow first time blogging with my blackberry..

I thought this year would be a really good year. but so far everything is in a mess..
Sometimes I wonder if there are people who actually remember that I'm only 20, bearly an adult..
They all expect so much from me, and I've to struggle so hard to live up to it..
I may give ppl a feel of being the "I don't give a fuck" kind of girl..

Yes! I don't give a damn about how you feel or how you see me if you are a nobody to me. However, if I do care, it would kill me to know that I let my loved ones down.
But who actually turned back and think "hmm.. Actually I had let amy down too."

Maybe my life would be much easier if I don't care. :(