sometimes i just dunno wad 2 do....miss him so much.....but kan meet him 2 often....hab 2 fill up his place wit sth else.....dun dare 2 hold onto 2 him 2 tightly...beiing afraid tat he may wanna fly away frm my arms....fly away 2 find his own freedom....gotta pretend lik i dun mind.....i wonder wat moii life wld biiex without him.....i'm so pampered by others....but feel so neglected by him.....so lost....mayb we should nort hab even started....den i dunch hab 2 go through all tis anymore....hurts, lost, insecure, confused n a hell lots of mixed feelings....can any1 tell miiex wad 2 do.....dun wan let go...really wanna ask him....if i let go of ur hand n run away....will euu chase after mii n bring miiex back??....or yiiew jus let miiex pass....lik how euu did 2 others who had passed ur life??....i'm trapped by tis loneliness.....so empty....