Wow first time blogging with my blackberry..

I thought this year would be a really good year. but so far everything is in a mess..
Sometimes I wonder if there are people who actually remember that I'm only 20, bearly an adult..
They all expect so much from me, and I've to struggle so hard to live up to it..
I may give ppl a feel of being the "I don't give a fuck" kind of girl..

Yes! I don't give a damn about how you feel or how you see me if you are a nobody to me. However, if I do care, it would kill me to know that I let my loved ones down.
But who actually turned back and think "hmm.. Actually I had let amy down too."

Maybe my life would be much easier if I don't care. :(